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Chapter-39

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SHEHNAAZ'S P.O.V-

I head downstairs after taking a shower feeling fresh. I find Maria setting the table. I smile greeting her and she smiles back. Sidharth is not on the table. We used to always have breakfast together and if he was going to miss breakfast he would always let me know. Its heartbreaking how much we have grown apart. I need to get my life on track, find a job. I dont think the hospital I used to work at will want anything to do with me after the way I left. I have a baby to think about. I cant stay here forever. Sidharth and I are clearly over. I can never forgive him.

Maria serves me juice and I smile. A doorbell rings and Maria gets it. She comes back with a wide smile, carrying a thousand roses with a box of chocolates and a nice small card. I look at her amused.

"Maria do you have a secret admirer?" I ask chuckling.

"Oh I wish Mrs Shukla. Looks like you are the one with a secret admirer. These are for you." she says handing them to me and I smile.

"Who are they from?" I ask taking them from her hands. She smiles shrugging her shoulders. I smell them smiling. "mhmm they smell so good." I mutter.

"There's a letter." Maria mutters showing me the card and I smile taking it.

"Hey Cupcake. I am sorry I couldn't have breakfast with you my love. I had an early meeting with Jay. I miss you already. I will be home for lunch. I love you baby with all my heart."

My expressions changed after reading the letter. My cold and stern expressions came back. Sidharth is being so romantic but now I feel disgusted and pity that this marriage has come to end. He betrayed me, our love and all the trust I had in him. I trusted my husband with my life. I never thought he would do something so despicable.

I ignored his letter and gift and pushed them far away from me. I continue to eat, enjoying my breakfast pushing the uneasy feeling in my heart. I felt emotional and happy after seeing his gifts and letter, his efforts but no I dont want to feel anything. I dont want to melt. I want to hate him but no matter what I am not able to hate him. My love for him is suppressing my hate for him. But I cant love him now, I cant forgive him now and I definitely doesn't want to live with him.

I was enjoying my breakfast before I find myself running to the bathroom to vomit and excreting everything I had in breakfast.

I hear my phone ringing in the dining room. Maria comes running into the bathroom with my phone and I wave my hand trying to stop her from giving me the phone. I vomit again, feeling very weak and I hear Maria tell Sidharth that I am vomiting and as usual he panics cursing loudly and I roll my eyes sitting on the floor.

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SIDHARTH'S P.O.V-

I woke up early in the morning and got ready to go deal with the asshole that proposed my wife for marriage back in Eastern Cape. I would have loved to deal with him last night but Cupcake wasn't okay. I left too early today I didn't get to have breakfast with my wife that I haven't had the opportunity to in a long time. I wanted to see her but she was asleep and I didn't wanted to disturb her.