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Chapter-27

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SHEHNAAZ'S P.O.V-

Its been six days in Transkei and I have to say I love how peaceful this village is. Lisa's grandma is an angel, she welcomed me with open arms and she is been treating me like her daughter. I even got a job at the hospital so that I can keep busy. I love her granddaughter Rose. She is a sweetheart, very smart too. I started helping her with maths a day after I got here, I needed distraction, I cant keep crying day and night though I cant stop myself. The next day she brought the entire village kids, telling them how good I am with maths. So since that day, I have been helping them with maths. Three days after I got here I started working but I still teach maths when I knock off. I love spending time with these children, they warm my heart and keep me from thinking about Sidharth. I still cry myself to sleep every night, sometimes I don't even sleep at all. I cry all night and then try to act strong in morning but only I know how broken I am from inside. I feel a weird pain in my heart everytime and I feel lost and alone. I cant erase the picture of him and Maya making love in my bed from my mind. I mean it was my bed but still that picture keeps flashing in my mind and I cry thinking about that.

I miss Sidharth so much but I know that chapter of my life is closed. I should not think about him now. I wish it was that easy to get over him. Sometimes I find myself looking at his phone number contemplating if I should or should not call him, a battle between my heart and mind. Then my mind always wins and I don't call him. I have been gone from six days and he hasn't even came looking for me. I have been speaking to Lisa on daily basis and she told me that Sidharth hasn't been there, I guess both Lisa and I were wrong that he will come for me, we spent so much time coming up with all this plans to hide the truth from him, only to find he doesn't even bother looking for me. I take my phone and battery from the side drawer and my sim card from my purse. I disconnected my phone so that he wont be able to track me, but as it seems he is not interested in my whereabouts at all.

After connecting my phone I switch it on hoping to at least get a message from him but there is nothing. No missed calls, no messages, nothing! He must have moved on, probably with Maya and here I am breaking and crying all day. Putting my life on hold, for what? I don't know. The Chief's son Ian Somerhalder has been asking me out on a date and I couldn't bring myself to agreeing, maybe its time I do. Actually scratch that, I am going on a date with him. I left Cape Town to start afresh, meet new people and forget about my cheating husband but here I am spending every minute thinking about his cheating ass. This madness ends here plus I am not going to work today. I am sure I will come across Ian when I will go to fetch water with Rose later as usual. I smile at the thought of him always following me around. He always just happens to show up wherever I am, I think he is tailing me and grandma loves him. She says he is well raised and knows how to take care of a woman. So today I am finally setting myself free, allowing myself to move on and be happy again. I know it will be tough for me but I will get through it.

I take a bath before Rose and we make our way to get water. Rural life is interesting, there aren't taps in the yards here, we get water from central place, then carry it home in buckets or twenty litres bottles. While everything in the city is controlled by the mayors, government officials and all, here the chief rules. What the chief says people just follow it without questioning. It is so beautiful and peaceful. I walk chatting happily with Rose, my eyes roaming around searching for my secret admirer. As we approach the tap, there's a line, people awaiting their turn to get water. I see him approach and I cant help the smile that forms on my face, its as if I am seeing him for the first time, he is very handsome. Tall, broad chest, slim body, brown eyes. The way he walks, as if he is modelling for a million dollar contract. Its as if he knows all these ladies are always gossiping about him, they fancy him. He wears this perfect smile all day everyday.