Ayyari💔

Chapter-30

Guys I am very disappointed by you all😶😔.. I never complained about votes to you all ever.. But last chapter's votes count disappointed me very much...

Views are 1.65K but the votes are only 344 🤷‍♀️😑

Like seriously?? Just look at the difference 😶😑

Is it really so hard to just click on the star button? It hardly takes 1 sec I guess. Cant you guys spare just 1 sec to click on the star button and vote?💁‍♀️😐

I am really really disappointed 😔😔💔💔

And I would like to tell you in advance that my next story "SIDNAAZ🔥❤" is not a typical college story.. Its different.. Very different.. Mainly the story revolves on how a very different and damaged boy falls for a very different and broken girl and how they come together and heal eachother ❤❤

How Sid and Naaz will unite and become Sidnaaz❤🔥

I know I am very late this time. I am sorry but as my readers, my family you all should understand me. If I am not updating than its obvious that there must be any problem or I would be busy but NO you guys didn't understand me and instead of that blamed me that I don't update regularly. I really felt bad after reading those comments. You guys didn't asked my reasons and just blamed me.

Do I not give you all very long updates??

Yes, I give a very long ass update. Probably 4000-5000 Words but still you guys complain

I clearly mentioned in my previous note that I will right now focus on "Ayyari" but still I will post story description of my next story then also some of you guys complained me to first give timely update first and then start new story.

Was I starting my new story right now??

No right, I just asked for your opinions and just updated story description

My reasons for not updating from so long is that I am very busy right now. I had my practical exams and right now I am doing my internship which will finish after 1 month. Its my last year and I really to focus on my study and career.

I hoped that my readers, my family would understand me but you didn't💔💔

Now plz do vote, comments and follow💖💜

Enjoy✨💙

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JAY'S P.O.V-

The day Sidharth almost killed Maya I realized how dangerous it was to have Shehnaaz away from him. She always keeps him in check, on his toes. As much as I am still mad at my asshole brother for breaking her heart, the truth is she brings out the best in him. I remember the rage I saw in his eyes that day, I had never seen him that angry and broken. He was wailing, crying, sobbing loudly on his knees as if he was begging me to bring his Shehnaaz back. He is broken, he is regretting and is very guilty. He is breaking more and more day by day. From the time Shehnaaz has left him, he is doing nothing. He is just drinking day and night and is trying to find Shehnaaz like crazy. He would always lock himself in his apartment and drinks and smokes all day and night. Sometimes I had to take him home from bar where he would drink so much and then pass out. One time when I reached the bar to find him. I was very worried for him. I was not able to find him but then I saw him sprawled out completely passed out and unconscious on one side of road. My heart pained looking at his miserable condition. Tears spilled out my eyes. I have never seen him in this condition. He is very strong but without Shehnaaz he is completely broken and weak. And when I went to him to pick him up. He was murmuring something. I tried listening carefully and a sob escaped my mouth. He was murmuring Shehnaaz name continuously as if he was trying to find her even in his unconscious state. I really felt pity on him. But I cant forget the fact that he cheated on her. I know he deserves this, he deserves this punishment but still my heart pains for him. After all he is my brother who raised me since I was a child.