TW: Suicide
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Dear Anthony and the Munchkins,
I love you all so much. Please never forget that. It just got too much to handle. I know you tried to help me and I really appreciate it. But nothing was working. Please don't think of me in a sad way. Please only remember me in a positive way. I will miss you all. Everything is left to you in my will. Please never forget that I love you all so much.
Dear Aria, I love you so much. You were my little princess. I admire and love you with all my heart. You were a ray of sunshine in my life. Your smile and giggle always made my day. You will go far in life, I am sure of it. You never ceased to amaze me with what you came up with in that imagination of yours. I wish I was able to see you grow up into an amazing young person. Keep being you , and you will achieve amazing things.
To Maria, you are a wonderful little girl who I will miss greatly. Your sporty yet caring personality of yours is something to cherish. Your hugs and sweet whispers in my ear will stay with me forever. You are only 6, yet you challenge gender norms and fight for equality. You are a little star who'll make a historical impact on the world. You are brave, yet modest and grounded. I love you and will be forever proud of you.
Dear Henry, you burn brighter than the sun. You also challenge gender norms, wearing dresses and makeup in public. You are a gift to this world. The way you can tell people's emotions by gut feeling will help you go far in the future. Your empathy and sympathetic nature makes you one of the kindest people I know. You will go far in life and I absolutely love you. I hope you carry on being you and being a talented and unique individual.
To Olly, your musical talent outshines mine and your father's by miles. You will be an icon to all those around you. Your generosity is one of your best qualities. You're intelligent and modest, something that makes you an incredible person. I love you so much it hurts and I will miss you terribly. I believe that you can achieve whatever you put your mind to. You are determined and hardworking, something I aspire to be. Just remember that I will always love you.
Dear Anthony,
I love you so much and it hurts to leave you so soon. You tried everything in your power to help me, and for that I will be eternally grateful. I will miss the endless laughter, dancing around the kitchen, the bursting into song, and so much more. I don't know where I'd be if we didn't meet that day during Hamilton rehearsals. You were a blazing light in the soul-crushing darkness. I will forever miss you and you cheeky grin. I will miss counting your freckles and watching Netflix by your side. The constant cuddles and kisses, the reassurance that everything was going to be ok. You are the reason I stayed for so long. I don't know what I'd do without you. I have faith that you will raise our munchkins to be the best versions of themselves. They love you and aspire to be you. You'll all be fine without me. Don't cry when you think of me, but smile and remember all of our favourite memories. Keep my wedding and engagement rings, and cherish them forever, like I will cherish my memories of you.
I love all of you and I will always be with you, in heart and in spirit,
Jasmine xxx
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A/N: 620 Words
I wrote this in a notebook first when my phone got taken off me :)
