A/N: I'm already apologising for the sadness
TW: Suicide
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Anthony POV:
I felt the tears slide down my face. I made no effort to wipe them away. My hands were trembling, almost tearing the paper I had in my hands.
She was really gone.
I couldn't believe it. My wife, soulmate, best friend, was gone. Mama Kim came up behind me and enveloped me in a hug. I crumbled in her embrace, sobbing uncontrollably. I don't know what I'm gonna do now. I have four kids that need taking care of, and I have no idea where to start. Jasmine would've known. If she was here, she would've already fed them and be comforting them.
But I'm not Jasmine.
With all my effort, I dried my tears and went to go find my children. I found them in the living room, looking confused and upset. As soon as they saw me, they got up and ran over. I scooped them all up into a hug.
"Why are you crying?" Henry asked, confused. I was about to answer when Maria spoke up.
"Where's Mummy?" It took everything to not burst into tears right then and there. My voice cracking I replied,
"She's gone to a better place now"
"Is that Heaven?" Aria asked.
"Yes" I responded, my voice hoarse from the crying.
"Did Mummy know it was going to happen?" Olly piped up.
"She did," I replied "She wrote you all a little note. Do you want me to read it to you?"
"Yes please!" they chorused. I pulled the note out of my pocket and read each little section to them individually.
(Later that evening)
I curled up in bed, feeling empty and numb. For the first time in years, Jazzy wasn't next to me, somehow looking flawless whilst sleeping. I would be crying, but there were no tears left.
After about 5 hours of restless tossing and turning, I finally fell into a fitful slumber.
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A/N: 313 Words
I promise I'm done with the suicidal stuff now 😔✋
