ｈｏｐｅ - toni shalifoe, the wilds

𝚓𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚊𝚗 𝚊𝚌𝚌𝚒𝚍𝚎𝚗𝚝?

day one

"I don't mean to say, that what happened wasn't traumatic.." Leah told agent Young.

"Obviously it was traumatic.." she added.

Jade's parents took them to the airport, they drove so long. After a long mess girls luckily found their flight. Jade's Mom just looked at her awkwardly, probably waiting for her to do first step, but after all these years, it couldn't change right now.

"Bye girls have fun." Dad said and quickly grab Mom's hand. Jade was relieved, to see them leave.

"Nervous?" April asked her.

"Actually am." her hands are sweating and shaking.

"It's okay I'm here." April took friend's hand and they started walking closer to the plane.

Jade was trying to build a good reputation. She wanted to be know as someone who wasn't afraid of anything, but something inside of her kept saying that she couldn't be who she want to be. She was really frightened now, this feeling she hadn't felt even in her worst memories, of which she had quite a lot. She wanted to disappear, to disappear so far away that no one would ever find her. She felt so alone, even though she had her friend beside her, and she didn't want to go through all these gossips about her again, she just can't.

"Hey" Jade heard soft voice.

Small girl looked at the stewardess before entry to the plane. He smiled at her.

"Don't worry, you won't get hurt inside.." he said "they're really fine, trust me and maybe you'll feel better in the fact that the other girls had the same terrified face as you did, when they saw the plane." he said carefully.

She noded, yes, it really calmed her down.

"Where is April?" she was looking for her rescue.

"I saw her, she was mumbling, and she had her phone in hands.." he shrugged, "but we've got some time, so go inside and she'll show up."

"I remember all of that.."

"I remember not being enough.."

"I remember wanting to be more.."

"I remember the dark moods..moods that nobody had any patience for.."

When she came in, what she expected really didn't happen, no one paid attention to her expect one blonde girl who stood up and shook her hand.

"Hi, I'm Shelby." Jade looked into her face and wanted to punch her. Her green eyes were obviously laughing to her. "Cool shoes." Shelby pointed on Jade's Jordans.

"Thanks, umm, I'm Jade." she finally let go of her hand and sat down on the seat in front of Jade.

Jade was looking out of the window when she was interrupted by the loud, dark -haired girl, who was happily greeting Shelby.

"God" Jade growled.

"Hi" she heard someone on the other side calling to her.

She turned her head and it was the annoying girl again.

"I'm Jeanette."

"And you're sitting on the wrong seat, it's already taken." Jade growled at her and looking for April.

"Where are you Ap??" her head asked.

Jade wasn't paying attention to what was going on inside, just hoping she wouldn't fly that long. She shouldn't have come. She can't imagine meeting two new girls in Hawaii. Yes, she didn't like meeting new people when she knew it was just a temporary friendship. She can't stand the loss, so she tries to close everyone out in front of her, but few people got really close to her one of them is April.