Arranged || Hoseok Fanfic

I hate him

[Y/N'S POV]

I slowly open my eyes. I look around, it's morning. I slowly get up. When I open the door, the scenes from last night start flashing in front of my eyes. The way he was acting last night, what if he tries to hurt me again? I need to stay away from him as much as possible.

[END OF POV]

You look outside your room to see where Hoseok is.

You think he might be sleeping and go to take shower.

While taking shower, you notice some hickeys and nail scratches on your body. You start getting worried.

Y/N thought: What did you do to me Hoseok? How will I get rid of these marks? Shit.

You ignore those marks and come out of the shower. You go downstairs and start cooking.

Hoseok is in his room, still sleeping. You don't dare to go to him to wake him up.

After some time, he opens his eyes and gets up. It's 8:00 right now.

He was about to get up from bed but all of a sudden, his head starts hurting badly. It's because he drank too much last night.

He holds his head and groans in pain.

He starts walking weakly downstairs while holding his head, he notices you in the kitchen.

He sits down on the chair, waiting for breakfast. He doesn't remember anything about last night

You serve breakfast on the table.

When you come towards him and keep the food in front of him, he notices those hickeys on your neck.

His eyes widen seeing such marks. You were about to go when he stands up and grabs your wrist.

Your heart starts beating fastly. You look back at him.

Y/N: W-what?

He pulls you a little close and tucks your hairs behind your ear. You are staring at him confusingly.

He looks at your neck where he gave you those marks which makes you uncomfortable.

Y/N: Yah! What are you starting at-

Hoseok: Shh! I am your husband and you are my property. So stay quiet.

You try to push him away but he holds you even tighter.

Hoseok: What happened here? Did someone do anything to you? Tell me his name and I will bury him in the ground.

You look away, feeling a little embarrassed and shy to tell him the truth.

Y/N: You don't remember what happened last night?

Hoseok: Last night? What happened?

Y/N: You were drunk.

Hoseok: *thinking deeply* Was I? Maybe I was.

Y/N: You were so drunk that you couldn't even stand properly.

You sigh. Tears are slowly forming in your eyes while thinking about last night.

His hand is still on your neck.

Y/N: D-do you know what you did last night?

He was listening to you quietly. Your words were shaking. You were looking down.

Y/N: You hurt me. You hurt me so much. I t-told you to s-stop but you didn't listen to me. You are the one w-who gave me these marks.

A tear leaves your eye, followed by another.

He felt a little guilty when he slowly started remembering about last night.

He holds your chin and makes you look at him.

Hoseok: Y/n, stop crying now. I was not in my senses. *sighs* Stop crying I said.

He wipes your tears, but you were crying non-stop.

Hoseok: Y/n, don't make it a big deal. I am your husband and I can touch or do anything with you. You don't have to cry like a baby for that.

Y/N: WHAT?! HOW DARE YOU SAY THAT? I AM YOUR WIFE BUT THAT DOESN'T MEAN YOU CAN DO ANYTHING WITH ME!

Hoseok: You are living in my house. So you will have to follow my rules. Stop overreacting now.

Y/N: I am not overreacting. You are not even sorry for w-what you did.

Hoseok: I don't need to say sorry. You are the one who went out with another guy in the first place.

Y/N: So now I can't even go out with my friends-

Hoseok: YOU CAN'T BE WITH A GUY WHO IS NOT ME. 

You look down and start crying again. Your heart is paining.

[Y/N'S POV]

He is not even feeling guilty for what he did. What type of man is he? He is a psycho.

[END OF POV]

Y/N: WHY DO YOU CARE IF I AM WITH ANOTHER GUY? YOU DON'T EVEN LOVE ME-

*SLAP*

Hoseok: You better shut your fucking mouth!

You fall to the floor. You touch your cheek which hurt so much.

Y/N: D-did you just h-hit me-

He brought his face close to yours and yelled-

Hoseok: YOU DESERVE THAT!

You flinch when he shouts at you. You hug your knees. Tears won't stop no matter how hard you try.

You close your eyes and cry out loudly.

Y/N: W-what...have I...d-done...to deserve...t-this?

You were sobbing between each word.

He ignored you and leaves.

[Y/N'S POV]

Why is he like this? I hate him. I hate him so much. I wish I weren't married to him. I want a divorce. I cannot take this anymore...

[END OF POV]