(A/n: so i added the photo because its gonna have some drama going down and shiz. And the video pointing to kellins self harming. Warning; there is suicide and drugs and sex and alcohol so when they come up ill put -skip if easily triggered- at them bits.)
<Kellin's pov>
It was 3 days after I told Oliver about my arms and torso. He's so sweet and caring. I want to scream out and call him mine once and for all.
-skip this if easily triggered-
My past hurts still. But I promised Oli that I would try my hardest not to pull out my blade, it was rough. My mind has flashbacks of the night I never really want to remember. I found myself cowering in the corner of my room. How could they do that to me? I'm such an idiot for letting it happen just sitting there and thinking he loved me.
What if Oliver doesn't love me?
What if it's just some cruel joke?
No one cares about me. I mean my parents brought me a house just so that I could fuck off. Knowing that not even my parents love me hurts really bad. I can't take it anymore. Time to call an old friend, my best friend, my blade.
-end of triggers-
<OLIVER'S POV>
I can't believe he actually hurt himself.
I love him so much I want to end all his pain. I need to talk to him.
O} hey babe can i come over?
I put my phone in my back pocket as I was shopping. It vibrated.
Bubby boy<3} uhhmmm. In ten i need to.. Clean up?
Why did he question himself? He wouldn't, would he? He promised not to. I got a few things that i thought would help cheer him up, sweets such as ice cream, cookies and chocolate. My favorite movie, the nightmare before christmas and some flowers.
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