This is how we do.

Chapter 7

-A/N; so right now its 9:42pm and I'm laying in bed, writing. Just for you guyz. Where i live i have no wifi so i can't actually post. But bare with me? Love youz. -smut warning-

<OLIVER'S POV>

I hesitantly knocked on Kellin's door. What could he be possibly doing? The music that was blasting on the other side of the door, came to a sudden silence. A then very bloodshot Kellin came to the door.

"Kellin what's wrong?" I asked my eyes started to film with tears covering the outer layer. "Why are you crying?" He just looked at his hands, starting to violently sob. I pull him into a harsh hug trying to stop him from crying.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry Oli, I broke your promise, you're going to hate me now. Just leave and get it over with." He spat. Shot through me. It felt like I was stabbed in the stomach multiple times; he just repeated 'I'm sorry' over and over while he sobbed.

"Kells baby. I would never hate you! What's wrong? What happened?" He just looked at me. I grabbed his arm, he just flinched as I grabbed him. I pulled up his sleeve. "With any amount of pain you feel, I will always be right here, wanting to end all your pain. I will never hate you no matter how hard you try." I said looking at his fresh cuts, kissing them, and lightly rubbing them with my thumb; with a tear rolling down my cheek.

I pulled his face up gently so he looked at me, using my thumbs to wipe away his tears. "I love you" he mumbled between sobs.

"I love you too. Guess what?"

"What?" He asked looking into my eyes pulling me into the house, then sitting on the couch.

"Look what I got you." I said pulling out the confectionary, the movie and the flowers from the bag.

"Oh my god baby, you didn't have to!" He said covering his mouth pulling me into a hug.

"But I wanted to. And only the best for my boyfriend." I said with a smile.

"You got my favorite flowers." He exclaimed looking at the pink tulips.

"Aren't I just the best?" I asked with a slight sarcastic tone.

"Yes!" He basically yelled. He pulled himself onto my lap and kissed me with a sweet and passionate kiss.

As he pulled back he looked into my eyes. "And that movie?" He asked.

"Yeah? What about it?"

-30 Minutes later-

I was sitting on the couch with a very sleepy Kellin curled into my right side as we were watching The nightmare before christmas.

"Oli" he said just above audible. I said something that not even I could make out. "You're perfect." He said pushing his face harder into my chest comfortably. "Why did you choose me?"

I thought about it for a while. Not knowing that I didn't give him an answer, he sat up clicked his fingers in my face trying to help me come back to what he was saying.

"Hmm?"

"Why did you choose me out of all the possible people, I mean, I'm not worth going through this" he motioned towards the tv and snacks.

"Yes you are Kels, you're amazing, why wouldn't I choose you?" I asked him and he started to tear up. What's wrong? Did i say something?

"I'm sorry, its just-"

"-Its just nothing Kellin. You're my everything. Whats wrong?"

"I've never felt this way for someone before and, I'm not sure if I like it." He put his head in his hands.