This is how we do.

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Oli's P.O.V.-

Yeah I know I really stuffed up with Kellin. But I love him so much. I have no words on how much I love him, here let me try.

The first time I had met Kellin, I was backstage, having a panic attack as he was telling me to breath. Good first impression, huh? Kellin is the man I have loved since he first said, 'Dude, are you hyperventilating?' Which I was. I remember the biggest secret that he has told me. The day I found out I love Kellin Quinn. I had brought him flowers, candy and a movie. We were sitting on his couch watching The Nightmare Before Christmas and he looked at me with big blue orbs. He leaned in and we kissed. I swear I saw fireworks, yeah yeah, cheesy I know but its true. Things started to get heated and as I started to lift his shirt, he stopped me and I was confused. He pulled up his shirt and jumper, revealing many scars, new and old, littering his forearms and stomach. This scene made me love him even more. It showed how much he had been through. I wasn't mad at him. I couldn't be. I can't be mad at him, knowing that I went through the same thing, but worse.

I got on drugs as a teenager. It made me do things that I didn't know what I did nor want to do it. It made me seem like I had anger issues, a sex addiction even more - I looked like a douchebag. That's what happened when he was with Vic. I got upset, went back to my old habits and became a douche. Kellin probably won't take me back fully, if he does, there's still that part of him that will hate me forever. Everyone has done that to me. My parents, My family, friends, relationships. Everything. I ruined it all. They all left me. I was at my deepest moment in life and I had no one to help me get through it. One night, I was alone, I was high on many drugs I didn't know the names of, multiple of them too. I felt myself slowly passing out, but it was more than actually passing out, I was on the verge of death. My neighbor came over, complaining that my dog wouldn't shut up. He doesn't like me. I can't blame him, no one would have wanted a no good teenager around. I was cut short of his speech as I felt my hands slip through the fingers of reality. I woke up the next month in hospital. Just out of a coma. My parent sitting by my side, holding my hand as the other was covered in tubes and other things. I promised myself that I would get better for their sake.

But, when I found out that he was with Vic again, I couldn't cope. I couldn't deal with the fact that he could be going back to someone who hurt him more than I could ever imagine. So I went back to my home town just an hour away and went to my old drug dealer. Beau Bokan.

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Short asf chapter, but I realized that I have been a bad writer and not updating. I'm sorry! I will post more and longer chapters soon

Also this explains Oliver's moves and shit. Sorry for butting Beau in a bad spot!

Ilyall x until next time -Savxxx