I got you

Part 24

"Did you sleep well?" You laughed entering the room and seeing Tom laying on the couch curled up, holding a pillow.

"Hm. Would've slept better with you here" He smirked opening just one eye.

"Shut up" you laughed turning on the coffee machine. "Want one?".

"Yeah! please" he whispered sitting up. 

You poured the coffee into two mugs and walked over to the couch, sitting down next to him and handing him one of them.

"I wanted to talk to you about something" he mumbled not making any eye contact with you.

"What....?" 

"So... You know how "Endgame" is coming out next weak right..?" he said making you raise an eyebrow and nodding "I was thinking... If you.. I mean" he stuttered "Do you wanna go to the premiere... with me?" he finally let it out closing his eyes.

"Like... your date?" you frowned.

"I mean... Not like a romantic date. Just... my plus one..." he smiled.

"Tom... I just don't want you to mix things up... between us. I told you. We are just friends... I will gladly go with you, but that's it" you sweetly smiled placing your hand on his knee.

"Yeah I know Y/N." he rolled his eyes "Just as friends".

"I'll go! I kinda miss those things! Tho I'll have to get a fancy dress!" You laughed.

"I assume you got used to wearing heals now right?" he chuckled remembering the first premiere where you couldn't even walk.

"Fuck off" You punched him on the arm. "I think I need to call Haz..." You sighed as the thought of it came to your mind.

"You should probably do yeah..." he smiled "I didn't say anything... But you were kinda excessive..." he pouted leaning in and kissing the side of your forehead.

"I was a bit harsh.. I know... But it was only 'cause he was an idiot" you tried to excuse yourself.

"Why do you say he was an idiot?" Tom smirked.

"Because! He lied to me. About you... I.." you stopped realizing what he was doing. "Asshole".

"Okay. Let's get the fuck up!" he laughed pulling you to him trying to kiss you as you dodge it.

"I said just friends" you laughed getting up of the couch.

"Sorry. Habits" he smiled following. "You're going over to Haz?" He asked.

"Yeah. Wanna come?".

"Sure." he smiled "I'll just wait downstairs while you get dress then".

You turned away walking up the stairs and entering your room. Some part of you wanted to invite him to come up, but you knew it was wrong. So you opened your closet, taking out some Jeans, and a white oversized sweater, and join some combat boots to it before walking downstairs again.

"Amazing as always darling" he smirked but you just ignored it opening the front door and walking out. Tom unlocked his car and you got in without even asking. "You're way too comfortable around me" he laughed. You tried to control yourself, but Tom driving around the city, was one of the sexiest sides he had. In 15 minutes, you got to Harrison's place taking a breath knowing what was about to happen. "Hey it's gonna be okay" Tom whispered turning to you and rubbing his finger against your cheek before hopping out of the car and opening your door holding a hand.

"thank you" you smiled grabbing his fingers and stepping out. You could feel your heart beating as fast as possible as you walked over to the door.

"What are you doing here?" Harrison spat as soon as he opened the door and looked at you.

"Mate. She just wants to talk..." Tom mumbled looking at him.

Harrison turned away kinda inviting you guys in and walking to the couch.

"Harrison... I would like to apologize for my.... attitude last night" you said feeling like a 5-year-old. "I know I was way too harsh than what I needed to be... You're my best friend and you know I would never talk to you like that unless I had a valid reason " you sighed sitting down next to him while Tom stood still following with his eyes.

"I'm sorry too..." Harrison finally talked "I shouldn't have lied to you about Tom... I just. I saw you get better at everything... I knew that if I told you what was happening here, you would just leave everything back home to come to save him, and as your friend, I didn't want you to do it.... And look. I know you guys love each other, but.."

"No!" you stopped him looking over at Tom who was now full-on red. "We don't..."

"Oh c'mon...." Harrison chuckled looking at you "You're kidding me right? I mean... You left for 3 years, and right when you get back, you two are living your lives as nothing had ever happened?! I bet you have even slept together already..." he said making Tom chuckle looking at the floor "I know you guys way to well. And as much as it costs me to admit, you can't keep away from each other... 'cause.. it's you". You suddenly felt your eyes getting wet and your lips trembling and in a second Tom rushed over you grabbing your hands placing small kisses on them. "See...?" Haz smirked.

"Harrison... " You mumbled.

"C'mon now.... Tell me you guys don't love each other than" he raised an eyebrow.

"I'm not saying shit" Tom laughed "It's no secret".

"Yeah, you dick. We all know!" Harrison rolled his eyes before landing them on you "Y/N...?".

You opened your mouth, but the words couldn't get out. Saying you didn't love Tom didn't seem right. Like a lump in your throat. You could feel Tom's body tensing up as he waited for you to say something, but still, no words came out. It was Tom... Your first love. But it just didn't make any sense, how after 3 years of feeling as heartbroken as you could, you still found yourself being attracted to him, to his presence. You turned to him, finally looking into his eyes making him lick his lips as you finally managed to speak.

"I love you".