collateral damage 🔞 - COMPLETE

•forty-nine• (M)

~~~~~Jeongguk

The insane view of my large hands fondling her perfect breasts, makes my dick harder than it has ever been. She sinks down slowly, taking me into her heat at an agonizingly slow pace. Her head is thrown back, and her hands are on my thighs for balance. She's clenching around my cock, causing a loud moan to exit my throat. Fuck... she's trying to kill me...

"Baby..."

I moan her nickname, and buck my hips up.

"Aaahhh..."

She cries out when I hit the spot inside that drives her crazy. She begins moving up and down on my cock at a smooth pace. Her walls are gripping onto me like a velvet vice, and I can see the fucked out look on her face as she continues to ride me. The lewd, wet sounds, combined with our moans, only adds to my need. I just want to push her onto her back and fuck the shit out of her. I refrain because she asked me to let her take the lead.

Her sweaty forehead, and the way her lips are parted while she gasps for air, is killing me. I can't help but thrust to meet her as she fucks herself onto me. The whiny moans leaving her, are like music to me, and I grab her nape to bring her mouth to mine. I feel how close she is to her orgasm as her thighs begin to tremble, but she continues to bounce herself in a steady rhythm.

I thrust my tongue between her lips, exploring her mouth. She's so fucking sexy right now, and I'm about to explode. Our breathing is ragged as we continue to move together. This is so much better than our teenage selves, and I not only feel her holding my cock with her walls, but my heart as well.

"Aaahhh... Haerin-ah..."

I can't contain my voice when her cunt begins to clench onto me, signaling she's about to cum. I help her weakening body by gripping her hips and thrusting hard into that special spot. She spasms around me as a loud moan leaves her tiny body. She falls towards me as I continue to fuck up into her, chasing my orgasm. Her lips move against my neck as I thrust harder, and I cry out as I cum hard, filling her.

Collapsing back onto the headboard, I hold her against me. Both of us are panting, and I can feel her heart pounding through our joined chests. I move her hair away from her sweaty face and land my lips on her forehead. She hums to show her satisfaction, and I continue to pamper her with small kisses.

~

It's been a month, and I haven't ever felt this happy before. I try not to live with regret, so thoughts about what might have been, are quickly discarded most of the time. She has been happy and open, making our penthouse a home while I go to work every day. I spent a weekend painting the kids room, and she made sure the furniture installers built everything we wanted, and placed them where they should be.

Our evenings are spent eating as a family, and watching movies or playing games with the kids. We put them to bed together, and then we spend time alone, getting to know each other all over again. It's not perfect all the time... Some nights she is insecure, and needs me to reassure her that I'm not going to leave her behind again. Other nights, I worry that I'm not satisfying her. Those nights, we argue...

I hate that I'm not confident with how my 'performance' measures up to the men she's been with. This makes her cry, and she feels like a slut all over again. I get mad at myself, but then it spills out as contempt for her. We've talked about going to see a counselor, but she's understandably nervous. Having to tell anyone what has happened to her, is too much for her to consider. So I swallow my frustrations, and continue to shower her with all the love I've saved up over the past 6 years.

Jimin has been coming over, at least once a week, for dinner. They have managed to fall back into the teasing, funny, best friendship they used to have. Some days this pisses me off. He still doesn't know what happened to her after we signed to BTS. It isn't my place to say, but they often act like nothing has changed. I focus on the kids when this happens.