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                                                                                         Toni's POV

"She's been knocked out since yesterday......Yes.......Yeah.......Mhm.....Okay tell Cheryl that she's okay. She's probably worried sick. BUT DONT TELL HER ABOUT ANYTHING ELSE. Just tell her Toni is gonna be gone for I dont know how long......Oh......You already told her........How did she react.....Oh my........Jeez.......She did what.........Goodness fuck. Are you okay?.......Okay"

I can hear him. Talking about me. To probably Kyle. Since he's not dead. The image is playing in my head. Over.....And over.....And over. I feel sick. I feel like a monster. I AM a monster. I killed Kevin's dad. How am I going to tell him? If I even have the strength. I have no energy. Completely drained of it. I feel empty. No feelings. No thoughts. Just me and my unclothed body, in fetal

position, in the corner of the empty warehouse. Where my dad thinks I haven't been conscious because he cant sense the energy on me. I hate this. I hate my life. Why me? Why am I the one having to go though this. I didn't ask for this. Maybe the SHRF should've killed me. Maybe I should've let him. JB died because of me. Its my fault. I cant even imagine how Cheryl feels.

Cheryl. "I think shes awake"  Fuck. I swear its always Cheryl that makes me show feelings. Every time I think about her, i have so much energy. She makes me too happy and thats dangerous. "Toni I know you are awake" I hear my dad say. "Leave me alone Brian" I hear him wince and sit on the floor next to me. "Ouch. Why are you so pissed? Im doing this for you. You said it yourself

she makes you too happy and you are right. It is dangerous" I roll my eyes. "So now you're going through my brain" I hear him sigh and get up. "I wont tolerate your attitude Toni. I am your father and you will listen to me i-" "Step-Father" I interrupted. "Oh so you rather be with those homophobic pricks?" He tells me. I can feel his energy. He's getting mad. "Brian as soon as I have the energy to get up, im going back to Riverdale" I tell him. 

"No you're not. You're not going anywhere until I SAY YOU ARE WELL" He says to me. I stay looking at the wall. I keep quiet not wanting to upset him anymore. I feel something hit me. I look and see its a shirt and some leggings. "When I get back from finding a car you better be dressed" I sigh seeing him walk out the door. 

Once I see him fully gone, I get up and stretch. I go to use the bathroom and take a shower. I see that theres only mens soap. I sigh and wait for the water to warm up. I get in, letting the warm water stream down my face. Mixed with my warm tears. I drop down slowly against the cold wall, letting my emotions take the better of me. 

I just want my Cheryl back. 


                                                                            Cheryl's POV

I lean my head against the bathroom stall on the floor. Ever since Kyle told me Toni was gone for good. Of course after beating the shit out of him for not doing anything; ive been throwing up constantly. I hear someone come in and i immediately get up, wobbling a little because I got up too fast. But I dont care, I wont let these peasants see their HBIC like this. I see some girl ive never seen before. 

"You okay? You look sick. Do I need to call someone?" I look at her. Who is this chick? "Im sorry and who are you?" I say in a bitchy tone. "Right. Im new here. My name is Minerva. And you are Cheryl im guessing?" She says smiling at me. I grab my bag from off the floor and push into her shoulder. And to the mirror to fix my makeup. She walks next to me and crosses her arms. 

I look at her. "Are you okay?" She says putting her hand on my face. Her hands are warm. On my cold face. "My girlfriend left me. For personal problems. And she's always leaving me. But i always come back because I know I cant live life without her. And by leaving not breaking up. She went to go stay at Jugheads house. She went to Virgina. Or where ever. And came back with her friend and her ex girlfriend. And now shes gone.....for good. And ever since ive been throwing up constantly. Crying my self to sleep. Thinking what I did wrong for her to leave me again" 

I look down trying to hide my tears from falling. I feel her thumb wipe my tears. "Stop crying Cheryl. You did nothing wrong. And if she doesnt she the beautiful girl that I see, then she needs to probably get some glasses" She says chuckling. I laugh a little as well. "Thank you. But my mother was right. I am loveless. She reminds me everyday now. Telling me its my fault. I used to live with Toni. But ever since she left, i tried to get over her. So i left Betty's house and moved back in my house"

She walks closer to me and I look at her in her eyes. "You're not loveless Cher. You are gorgeous" I see her bring her face inches towards mine and then it happens. We kiss. And for the first time, ive forgot about Toni Topaz.



Authors Note: I KNOW YALL HATE ME FOR THIS LMFAONSKD BARE WITH ME

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