it's Love

The Past returns

Moriah's POV

I walk home soaking wet Courtney tried taking me home but I did not want to, I got home cold and alone I took a warm shower and took a nap I stared at a picture of Joel and cried every time I saw that picture of Joel, It's been 3 days without Joel I heard a knock on the door I opened the door and I saw Joel? I qickly closed the door but before I could close it he put his foot in the way and I start crying I tried forcing the door to close it was no use he said that he came back for me and everbody eles and I hit his foot and closed the door he banged on the door I coverd my ears he told me that he needed to talk to me I walk away trying not to listen to him  I cried as hard as I could so I wouldn't hear him I here the door open and I look back I heard foot steps coming torwords me I qiuckly coverd my face and I felt him put his hand on my shoulder and I walk away from him I sat on the couch and he sat next to me I tried not looking at him and he began to talk, Moriah I'm really sorry what I said to you the other day I was to upset about Luke just please forgive me Moriah please I studderd and said, I'm sorry Joel I can't it's to hard I cry Joel hugs me and I hug him back I can't belive I did that but I still can't belive he did that to me I fell asleep on Joel by gently playing with my hair I woke up by Joel getting up I look at him then I look away he hugs me again and told me it was going to be okay.

Courtney's POV

I sit there and watch Luke I got a text from Moriah saying she made it home then I got a text from Moriah saying that Joel was at her house I told her to not do anything to lock the door and then I put my hand on Luke's hand and I sighed I kiss Luke on the forehead and he opened his eyes. Luke looks at me I look away and says, Courtney, I know what I did wrong I know I brought you Into this mess this I look back at him and I frown and I told him, Luke you don't need to tell me, Luke I think you need to tell Joel and Luke says, I can't what I did was wrong I don't think he will ever forgive me after what I did to him. I told him that Joel will forgive him and I asked him why he that to his brother, he looks away and says, I thought I was done with my sickness but it started getting worse and I thought taking more would help me but it just made it worse and brought it to now, Luke says to himself, why did it have to be me who has to ruin everything Luke starts crying and I play with his hair and he calms down  I walk away looking back at him and I slowly fall on the ground crying covering face then someone puts their hand on my shoulder and I look up and it was Luke. It's going to be okay Courtney, I stare at him and he helps me up and hugs me we just stood there hugging each other I felt safe with him but still, I love him * later * I felt Luke cry on me like I was doing to him, Luke broke the hug and we both walk in the room staring at each other a doctor came in and told us we look happy together I blush and Dr. Babber checked Luke and said that it was okay for Luke to go home now I told DrBabber to thank you and she left I told Luke that it was fine if he stayed here for a night I walk out to tell the doctor.

Joel's POV

I told Moriah it was going to be okay she was silent this whole time I was here I know I can't barge in like that I had no idea what I was doing but I still have to visit Luke but I don't know if I can forgive him after what he did to me but I know luke didn't mean it, stress has taken over him and I know it ain't his fault It's mine I should have known he needs help I ran out the door crying I had to back and say sorry to Luke I left and tried finding I knew where he was I arrived at the hospital I asked one of the nurses, Luke Smallbones she walks and I followed I made it to the door I slowly opened the door and he stared at me and I stared at him I ran to him and hugged him really tight and I could feel he hugged me back we both cried and I told him I missed him and loved him. I just remember all the memories of us together when we were little * later * I told Luke, Luke I'm sorry please forgive me this is my fault then Luke said, No Joel, this is my fault he starts crying and I put my hand on his shoulder and said, Luke, I do forgive you Luke stared at me and said no don't forgive me I don't deserve anything I've been a horrible brother to you he looks away from me and I look down and walk out the room Courtney came to me and said, is something wrong? I looked at her and sighed, he doesn't want to talk he is blaming himself for everything now but it's actually my fault I said to Courtney then she said, you know why he blames himself... I nodded no, his brother wasn't there for him when he needed him and she walked away I looked back at my brother and cried maybe I am a horrible brother to him why is it me all the time messing things up for everybody I cry on the floor I see someone come up to me and it was Moriah? she sat next to me and she played with my hair then she said Joel I got to tell you something but you got to understand me, Joel * sighs * I'm....braking up with you she starts to cry and I look at her and told her, Yes Moriah I understand.  Moriah pats my back and says you know why right Joel I don't want you to feel sad or mad because I'm breaking up with you for a reason then I talk over her saying yea I know then I walk away...

Courtney's POV

I saw Joel and Moriah talking I have no idea why I was there hearing their conversation but I heard that Moriah is breaking up with Joel I kind of feel sad for them they went through so much together they are perfect. I  see Luke sitting on the bed crying quietly I sit next to him laying my hand on his hand I said in a really soft voice while rubbing his back, It's going to be okay Luke later Luke had calmed down I hear crying in the hall and saw Joel crying and saw Moriah walking out the doors I get down on my knees and told Joel to come with me and Luke we sat down and it was awkward Joel got up and sat next to Luke on the bed  I walk out of the room with a smile I walk out of the building.

Joel's POV

I felt heartbroken when Moriah had told me that she was breaking up with me I just cried maybe thinking this whole thing was my fault I heard Courtney telling me to come inside I thought she would be mad at me for doing all this. I walk into the room I sat next to Luke on the bed I hear the door open and close and saw Courtney walk out and I say, Luke?  he doesn't answer I hear him cry and I say, Luke, I know your hurt just please let me help you he looks at me and I says, Joel? I missed you. I can barely see his face but I could see he was scared.........of me I say Luke I miss you too he hugs me and I could feel like he really means it, I hug him back then I let go of him and he tells me, Joel I really didn't mean anything I know you didn't Luke I'm the one who did please I'm the one you should blame I hear him sniff and I said Luke you can't pretend I'm not here I'm your brother  I see Luke turned to me and said Joel I'm really really sorry I'm trying my best to be the real me, this is not me Luke said  I know Luke I get it but I don't care all I care is that I have my brother now and that he is with me safe I see Luke smile and I smile back he starts to cry.