it's Love

Before I Fall

Luke's POV

 stranded reaching out  I say your name but you're not around, That you will be here when I need you the most. I get a phone call from my doctor then I began to cry I drop my phone I slid to the ground and cried then I felt this hug then heard my brother say, you're going to make it, later as soon as I know after all that crying I fell asleep I couldn't help myself. I just need some time, I'm trying to think straight I just need a moment in my own space, I thought the world was so small, through my closed eyes I've always tried to control things At the end that's what controls me. Need help but you can't help me what else can the world sell me? Tell me lies, Look at the body like you ain't nothing, but poor and weak it's kind of weird. Most of my life's full of sad days, I pray to God they ask if hope is real, My chest feels like blades in it who put them in there? I just want to run away and find somewhere that feels safe, Just give me some time and space to realize. 

Joel's POV

I wish I could help but it's hard. making you cry makes me feel like a bad person It's that he is all alone always by himself, Lately I've been a big mess, and sometimes you don't know what you had Intell it's gone, everyone thinks I'm a good guy but I don't ever think it, I waited Intell Luke had calmed down and fell asleep I got a phone call from Moriah saying that she needed me so I called Courtney to watch Luke while I was gone and when she arrived I told her everything she needs to know about Luke and after telling her everything I head straight to Moriah's house.

Courtney's POV

After work, I head straight over to their house Joel told me to watch over Luke when he's at work, I knock on the door and saw Joel open the door and invited me inside the house he told me everything for Luke, and after Joel telling me what to do he left with Moriah and it was just me and Luke, I walk over to Luke and tell him that Joel sent me over to watch him and then I tell him to change Into fresh clean clothes. During that day it kept raining, Luke wakes up and I make something for him to eat, Luke didn't eat I know why I know it's difficult It's okay to not be the perfect person nobody is, Be strong, Stay Positive and Fight Hard even if your weak and feeling sad I'm always here for you and so is your family, I say to Luke then he says, I will never be good enough for you after Luke said that I was shocked I would never hear that from Luke then I hug Luke and I whisper in his ear, I will always love you and then I felt Luke hug me back.

Moriah's POV 

Ever since Luke got sick I haven't spent time with Joel for a while now, I call Joel and let him know that I wanted him to meet me at my house. Later at night Joel arrived at my house and I told him that I wanted to watch a movie with me since we haven't had a date like last month, Joel pops popcorn for me and him and when he made the popcorn the movie had just started. Later I started to fall asleep during the middle of the movie I fell asleep on Joel's shoulder but I cried too much that I fell asleep because it was a romance sad movie, I felt someone carry me to this soft surface I open my eyes and see Joel covering me with a blanket and he kissed my forehead and said, goodnight my love and smile and he said bye and I went to sleep again right when he left.