it's Love

Different

Luke's POV

We were best friends up intell I had to give up confessions with stress. I feel the pain rise, how could I lie, night after night by your side all the while keeping lies down inside. Her eyes close tight in the night valentines, just another day feeling out of space and I really hate myself. when I see your face I contemplate, what if I erase me? Better that than facing the truth. I wanna hold you close I'll never let you go come let me in your arms I wanna hold you close. how do people get like me? you ain't seen a wreck like me, I might be the turn to the hospital. I feel so abandoned I know I deserve it, I don't know what's next, Will I die, will I love it?. 

Next thing you know it I'm running towards the woods and I stop and gasp for air I lay against a tree stump and I put my hand in my pocket and I grab out Joel's priceless neckless. I throw it across the dirt and I cry. I can't anymore! I scream out, Joel doesn't love me, Courtney doesn't love me, nobody loves me. I hug myself and I see a note on the floor next to the priceless neckless thrown on the ground I pick it up and read it, 

Dear 

     Luke,

Sometimes in life, you have no idea what's going on but trust me when you were younger I would cry every day for you because you weren't here I never thought your sickness would come this far but God trust you and I know you trust him and together is better than being alone and we all love you, Luke, even though you don't feel it but what's really inside of you is a loving sweet kind brother and we know your days will come better.

                         " For By grace, you have been saved through faith".

                                        - Ephesians 2:8 -10 

- Love your brother Joel 

when I read that letter my heart broke then I see on the back of the paper

The Lord will stand with you and give you strength.

trust in the Lord with all your heart 

Do not be anxious about anything

Give God your weakness and God will give you strength 

 I'm not being a sporting brother I grabbed the priceless neckless from the ground and put it on me I walk back out of the darkness and hear Joel yelling my name I stand there till he spots me and I run to him and hug him as tight as I could and I said, " I love you, Joel". and Joel patted me on the back then said, I love you too Luke.