it's Love

Heart breaking

Joel's POV

I let go of Luke and I look at my phone with me and Moriah's picture on it I put my phone away and sigh I never thought this was ever going to happen but It just did. I prayed on my knees and said, Dear, Lord I'm scared... I never thought this was going end up like this I want to spend time with my brother more but I can't if he is like this, Please lord forgive all of my sins just make my brother get better soon please, Amen. I sat next to Luke 

Moriah's POV

I start crying as soon as I left I want to be with him but it's not that I hate him it's just that I need time alone to think about what I've done and so does Joel. I never really thought my life was going to be like this I thought I was going to be a wonderful girlfriend to Joel but looks like I'm really not, I drove off and stopped at a church I sat on the bench inside the church and prayed Dear, Lord please remove my pain that I feel  I pray that you are the only one can satisfy me because you know exactly how I feel you also know all my thoughts. see my pain and heal me of this breakup, Amen, I wiped my tears away and walked out of the church I drove back home I sat on my bed when I got home I looked at all the pictures of me and Joel and wondered did he really love me I started to get a headache so I laid down on the bed and slowly fell asleep.

Luke's POV

I don't blame anyone.

I did this myself.

It's my fault. 

Everything is my fault. 

I hate who I am.

I hate everything about me.

All I want to do right now is cry and scream and let it out because it's hurting me 

pain........ there's pain... everywhere        

I silently cry Joel tells me it's going to be alright I know your hurt Luke don't hide it I know you are I'm here to help you I'm your older brother that what brothers do they help each other, I look away from Joel and say, I know Joel I do feel hurt I need help then Joel said Luke that's why I'm here he puts his hand on my shoulder and I look at him and he tells me, Luke, it's okay don't be scared He puts his had out and I grabbed his hand I wanted to cry I hugged him as tight as I could I want Joel by my side, Joel? yes Luke, can we be brothers again? Luke, we are always brothers.

Joel's POV

I'm really sorry you had to go through this and for leaving you and not taking care of you I should have known you were hurt, Luke can you please forgive me? then Luke says, Joel, I want to forgive you but I'm the one who needs to be blamed, Luke I can't blame you. Luke fell asleep and I left for the house it feels like the past is coming back I lay on my bed looking at the ceiling I NEVER Thought it was going to be this way! I yell I cover my face with my hands and cry and then said I lost Moriah I lost hope I lost everything! I even lost my brother did I hurt him to make him stop talking to me, well I left him but I didn't know it hurt him that much I'm such an awful brother all I wanted to do was protect him but it looks like I made things worse I thought I was doing the right thing but turns out I'm the one who keeps messing things up for everyone then  I just fell asleep * dreaming *  I find myself holding a knife and see Luke covered in blood on the bed I look at myself and see blood all over my shirt I gasp and say, what did I do to my brother? I cry at Luke's dead body I'm sorry. I hear sirens and I hold Luke's cold hands, please Luke! I love you! don't go then seeing Luke pale I wanted to kill myself as well I hold the knife on my chest and before I could do anything the door slams open and the police hold me down I cry what else would go wrong with my life.........

Courtney's POV

I walk out of the building hoping they would forgive each other I know it takes time for Luke to forgive Joel but Luke's very sensitive Joel he's very silly and funny but sometimes Joel hurts people's feelings. I walk into the building again and saw Joel walk out I looked back and saw that Luke was sound asleep I realized that Luke maybe just needs time to think of what he did but I'm glad Joel's here to help his brother again but Luke's really not sure if he really can put trust in his brother again, I'm really sad about this but Joel and Luke need to figure a way to love each other again I just hope they figure a way. 

Luke's POV

I wake up I feel a bad feeling it's about Joel. I hate how my life is it always has to do with me and Joel....... I don't know what to say he's always taking care of me he's always been a good brother to me Intell that day I did something very bad I almost died and I don't even know if he cares about me after what I did to him. ever since that day where I fell, I've been having difficulties dealing with my health and other things but I really do love Joel as my brother I just don't know why I have to go through so many things I want a normal life and I know other people in this world have a complicated life I understand them but it's not the only thing  I want a normal life I want to spend time with my family and Courtney I don't want them and Courtney to think I don't care for them, I think I'm lost I need help I need my brother I want to be loved, I believe I yell I believe, I believe I believe in you, Lord I smile and sent out a relive I felt someone hug me and I felt loved, I love you, Lord, 

* next day *

Moriah's POV

As soon as I fell asleep I heard the doorbell ring I get up and saw Joel I opened the door and he said, Moriah? I take a deep breath and say, Joel?, Moriah I know we broke up but I want to say something to tell you and it's that I would never break your heart and that I promise that no one will ever take your place in my heart, I'm yours forever ❤️ I gasp and have watery eyes I hug him really tight and tell him I love him I never heard Joel say that to me. later when we broke the hug I felt like I was safer next to Joel than being by myself  ( is it too late now should I forgive Joel )