Raegan Gallagher-Milkovich

13-Isaac Ward!

     Raegan sat on the couch. She was the only one awake, sipping vodka straight from a small glass. Her eyes were red and she had dark circles underneath.

     She couldn't understand why, but she felt as if she was consumed in sadness. Like nothing really made sense. The only thing that made sense was to drink that feeling away.

     She leaned her head back on the couch and stared up at the spinning ceiling. Fuck, why would anyone choose to be sober and sad if you could be drunk and carefree. She smiled, sipping her vodka again.

     She slightly leaned her head and saw her phone lying on the couch beside her. She picked it up, looking at it, trying to read the message she had as the screen kept spinning out of focus.

     She couldn't read the message but could see the name. Isaac.

     Sudden rage came over her. Remembering the way he had pinned her against the wall, and the names he called her. "What a fucking prick," she slurred to herself, making an effort to stand up with difficulty, trying not to fall back onto the couch.

     She stumbled her way to her door, going out grabbing the bat, and closing it behind her.

***

     With a lot of effort, confusion and falls, she made her way outside the Wards house, holding the bat. "ISAAC WARD!" She screamed approaching the house.

     "GET OUT HERE!" She swung the bat against one of the windows of the house. It shattered, glass falling  everywhere.

     "YOU A PUSSY? HUH? YEA I BET YOU ARE!" She screamed hitting the wall, which in reality did barely any damage. I mean, it was fucking brick. As she hit, she stumbled backwards almost falling, barely keeping her balance.

     That's when the front door of the house opened, there was Isaac. "Milkovich! The fuck are you doing!"

     "The pussy himself," she smiled, storming towards him, swinging the bat backwards.

     She swung the bat backwards and swung it at him but Isaac jumped out of the way in time, taking advantage of the stumble she took.

     He grabbed her wrist, taking the bat clean out of her hands and throwing it away. "Are you insane! It's 2am and you're coming to attack me with a fucking bat!" He yelled grabbing her shoulders.

     "You're an asshole!" She yelled going to punch him, he grabbed her wrist and pushed her to the ground which she hit hard on her back.

      He then jumped on top of her and pinned her down, trying to calm her.

     She screamed and struggled against him. "Get the fuck off me!"

     "You need to calm the fuck down."

     "LET ME GO!" She screamed, kicking her legs. Then he realised, "you're shitfaced.."

     "Fuck you! Get the fuck off me!" She yelled with one final shove getting him off of her. She stumbled towards the bat, picking it up before tripping over herself on the way home as Isaac watched her go.

***

     The next day, Raegan was sick as a dog, but still had to make it into work. She was almost falling asleep on the counter when she heard the jingle of the bell on the front door.

She jumped awake at this and looked to the door. "Well if it isn't little miss destructive."
Fuck.. Isaac. "The fuck do you want," she scowled at him.

     "Just wanted to visit the biggest badass this side of the Chicago river," he smiled leaning his hands on the counter.

     Raegan rubbed her eyes. "Fuck off Ward." He smirked and leaned against the counter. "You really are a brave one sweetheart."

     Raegan glared at him, poking her tongue at her bottom lip. "You want to fucking die?"

     He smirked again. "Awh darling-" he started but Raegan swung a punch at him. She rushed out from behind the counter to punch him again. On the third punch he grabbed her wrist, making her knee him in the crotch.

     "Fuck!" He yelled. "Warned you," Raegan smiled. That's when Isaac grabbed her again, shoving her against the wall, hand tightly around her throat.

      Raegan panted looking up at him, his hand almost bruising her throat. They both panted, looking into each other's eyes, when Isaac suddenly leaned in to kiss her.

     Isaac pushed her towards the back room, breaking the kiss as little as possible. Once she was pushed against the wall of the back room, Isaac picked her up against it as she wrapped her legs around him.

     Isaac started unbuckling his jeans as Raegan pulled down her pants. Raegans head was racing, she was about to lose her virginity. He kissed down her neck and her chest, leaving hickeys everywhere just before taking her shirt off.

***

Raegan pulled her pants back up, sweat forming on her forehead as Isaac pulled his shirt back on.

"This stays fucking quiet," she snapped at him.

"You think I don't fucking know that?" He snapped back, then looking back at her and smiling. "See ya later Milkovich." He turned to leave the store.

Raegan smirked watching him go. "Holy shit what the fuck just happened."

***

"Franny?" Raegan said into her phone as she was walking home. "Hey Rae," she answered.

"I lost my virginity," she said. "Shit, Rae. Who?"

     Raegan thought about what her dads said about Wards hating Milkoviches. She thought she better not tell anyone she fucked a Ward, things might get messy.

     "Oh just this guy from school. He's cute."

     "Well congrats Rae, but make sure that guy watches himself, your not even 15 yet, I'll kill him if he fucks with you."

     Raegan giggled. "You got it Franny. I'll see you tonight."

***

     Raegan got in home that day, her jacket zipped up to her neck so her dads wouldn't spot her hickeys.

"Hey Dads!" She called closing the door behind her. "Hey Rae, Where have you been? I thought work ended an hour ago?" Ian asked bringing snacks into the living room.

"Oh.. yea they needed extra help closing up. Last minute stock came in," she lied. "Uh, I'm gonna head upstairs for a shower."

"Okay, don't take forever shithead the others will be here in a half hour," Mickey said bringing beer into the kitchen. Raegan grabbed one from him to bring into the shower with her before heading up the stairs.

She was still thinking about that time with Isaac. Fuck. She wasn't a virgin anymore. And she wouldn't lie, it was good.

***

     Later that night, all her uncles, aunts and cousins gathered at their house for another family gathering. She and Franny sat on the stairs sipping beer.

     "You gonna tell me who it was? The guy you fucked," Franny asked. Raegan looked down, fidgeting with her beer. "I mean.. I dunno. This guy, see apparently he hates Milkoviches."

     "Rae, I'm your big cousin, practically your mother. I won't say anything. Who was it?" Franny asked putting her arm around her.

     "Ward. Isaac Ward, apparently dad robbed his dad when they were kids." Frannys mouth dropped open. "Oh my god your right, they did.  I remember them bitching about that family."

     "Fuck," Raegan muttered, rubbing a hand down her face. Franny pulled her in tighter. "Do you like him?"

     Raegan hadn't even thought of that yet. "Um, I didn't even think of it.. but maybe."

     Franny smirked at her. "You know their family are insane."

     "No one will pass out our family," Raegan said smiling back at her.

I hope you liked this chapter. Shit is gonna intensify in the next few chapters so I had to set it all up with this :) thanks so much for your feedback by the way