Raegan Gallagher-Milkovich

34- How? I mean.. FUCK

     "How the fuck did this happen?" Franny asked as Kila, Riley and her watched her pace up and down her room.

     "I don't fucking know!" Raegan snapped. "Did you use protection?" Riley asked.

     "Yeah- well, sometimes.. once," She stuttered.

     Franny death stared her, "Are you shitting me Rae!"

     "You know it feels better without one! Shit guys I'm sixteen I can't be fucking pregnant!"

      "Wait wait wait, who's the dad then?" Kila asked. "Um.."

     The three stared at Raegan as she thought. "There's options Rae!" Franny snapped. Franny was like Raegans mother at times, even though she was was only seven years older.

"Only two guys recently! Either Anthony or.. fucking Isaac."

"It can't be Anthony, you got the morning after pill and had your period since you were with him didn't you," Riley added. Raegan nodded slowly, "Yeah I did, I was with him like a month ago."

"Oh Jesus, it's not Isaac. Please tell me there was another fucking option!" Kila pleaded. Raegans dread set in as she realised that he was the only logical option, he was the last person she fucked.

"No there's not.. oh FUCK!" She screamed in frustration. "Yeah we fucked three weeks ago it has to be fucking him UGH!"

Raegan put her head in her hands. "Shit," Riley muttered.

"What the fuck are we gonna do?" Kila asked.

They all looked at one another, none of them knowing the answer. Raegan started biting her nails..

Franny finally looked up to her, "Ian and Mick are gonna flip their shit."

***

Later that evening, Raegan came downstairs to find her dads at the table eating Chinese take out and drinking beer.

     "Hey Rae," Ian smiled when he saw her.

"Hey guys, um, I need to head out for just a bit but I'll be back to have dinner after," she told them, pulling on her jacket.

     "Where the fuck you going?" Mickey asked her.

     "Uh just out," she told them quickly, turning as fast as she could to go out the door without any further questions from her dads.

     She grabbed the door handle, pulled it open and just in her luck... Fiona, SHIT!

     "Hey Rae, wanna tell me why you suddenly ran out of work today with no explanation?" Fiona questioned her as she came in the door, making Raegan back up.

     Raegan opened her mouth to say something, looking back at her dads to see them both with angry/confused looks on their faces, then back to Fiona.

     "Um.. I, uh..." she stuttered, trying to think of an excuse fast.. "I got my period! Yeah I had to run home quick for tampons, painkillers all that shit.. I got a heavy flow," she lied, nodding and smiling trying to sound believable.

     Fiona looked suspiciously at her, "I told you we have all that shit at Patsys behind the counter for people who need it."

     "Yeah.. uh I just thought I'd use my own painkillers. You know stronger ones I get super bad cramps."

     Ian and Mickey threw a confused look at each other, sensing her lies. Living with her for sixteen years and of course being south side, makes it easy to spot her lies.

     "Anyways, I got to go. See you later Fi, bye Dads!" She called, frantically making her way through the door and slamming it behind her, trying to avoid any more questions.

***

     Raegan thumped on the door of Isaacs house once again.. as loud and as hard as she could.

     "What the fuck is with the banging!" Isaac shouted at her as he swung the door open, but his face softened when he saw it was Raegan.

     "Raegan? What're you doing here?" He asked with a cigarette in his mouth.

     "I need to talk to you right fucking now," she snapped, pushing past him to go inside his house and into his room.

      "Sure, come on in," he said sarcastically, closing the door behind him and following her into his room to find her sitting on the end of his bed.

     She looked distraught and pale.

     Isaac sighed, looking at her, "You come here to beat the shit outta me again.. or maybe smash up another window? Or maybe to kill the girl I was fuck-"

     "I'm pregnant," She cut across. Isaacs face dropped, his mouth falling open and Raegan watched as the colour drained from his face.

     Raegan felt tears forming in her eyes and she looked down at her hands as Isaac still stayed silent, "yeah, I'm pregnant."

     "How! How the fuck are you pregnant! It sure as hell ain't mine!" He snapped.

     Raegan looked up, disgusted. "It is fucking yours, you're the only one I've fucked in the last few weeks and I had my period since I've been with Anthony! Some fucking nerve."

     Isaac started to pace, putting his hands to his head, "But.. like. How I mean... FUCK!"

     Raegan sniffed, she had never been so utterly terrified in her life. "Well.. the fuck are you gonna do?" Isaac panted with panic.

     "I have no idea," she mumbled, putting her hands over her face.

Isaac took a deep breath, licking his lips while thinking, he didn't know how she just stung this on him, "You gonna get rid of it?"

Raegan looked up at him, grimacing again, "what!"

He threw his hands in the air in a fake surrender, "I'm just asking! Jesus! I mean, like I know it's your choice.. I'm just.. fuck I'm scared!"

"I am too!" She retaliated. Isaac sighed, regretting his last question.

Isaac rubbed the bridge of his nose, thinking again, "maybe just.. get advice, talk to someone before we tell anyone. Make a decision on our own before anything goes to shit."

Raegan felt angry, scared, confusion and all of the above.. but for once in her life she actually agreed with Isaac. She couldn't deal with telling anyone else yet, she needed to work out what she wanted first.

Plus her dads would kill Isaac for knocking her up.

Raegan finally nodded in agreement, "yeah.. I guess you're right... do you know what you want done with it?"

"No, I don't have a clue just.. this is so fucking terrifying we need to find the best option. I'll go with you to a doctors appointment okay? This week we'll go and get this shit taken care of whatever way we decide," Isaac went on.

Raegan nodded again, playing with her fingers and looking down at her lap, "yeah.. okay let's do that," she mumbled, holding back tears.

Isaac finally took a deep breath and kneeled in front of her, kissing the top of her head, "Look.. sorry this happened to us. We will fix it ok? Just for now, until we get an appointment at the docs, try not to stress."

What do you think she should decide🤭 I have it written already but wanna see what you guys think anyways!