Pretend- Jaywon ff [Book 1]

sequel pt.4

"Oh my son!" Jay's mother went to him after seeing him walking down stairs.

"Mom!" Jay engulfed his mother in a long hug.

Just then Jungwon walked downstairs "Oh honey I hope you're feeling better you guys have your fitting today!" Jay's mother had a bright smile across her face.

"I can't wait for your wedding day! Oh I'm too excited aren't I?" she laughed like a jolly person.

"Uh mom" Jay fiddled with his fingers, he thought of complying to Jungwon's wish even if it will make his mother sad "Jungwon and I-"

"Will be so happy on that day!" Jungwon quickly stood next to Jay wrapping Jay's hand around his waist.

Jay was confused but shook it off just happy that he get to hold his Jungwon again.

"Ohh goodie! You're fitting is in an hour so go get ready" she shooed them to their room.

As soon as the door closed Jay quickly asked "Jungwon what-"

Jungwon cut Jay off by throwing his necklace on the bed "I don't want it"

"Jungwon stop being unreasonable" Jay picked up the necklace and looked at it. Tears brimmed on the corner of his eyes just mere seconds away from falling.

"J-jungwon p-please" Jay begged dropping himself on the bed with the necklace clutched in his hands.

Jungwon's words were stuck in his throat. He's never seen Jay this broken. It hurt him to see this but Jungwon needed an explanation for this.

Days passed after their fitting and Jungwon mind was a mess. He didn't want to marry Jay but he can't break his mother's heart.

Yes Jungwon still loves him but he doesn't trust him anymore.

"Jungwon!" a voice boomed in Jungwon's ear, it was Sunghoon with an oddly familiar girl.

"Sunghoon if Heeseung knows you're bringing girls home he's gon-"

"I'm not she's here for you" Sunghoon said "Just listen"

Jungwon looked at the girl waiting for her to speak. She stood in the middle of the living room awkwardly.

"I'm here to apologize for sending you those umm messages" she finally spoke

"Messages? Oh- you're that bitch you said you kissed Jay!" Jungwon pointed out now recalling her face from the picture.

"Well that's one way to put it" she laughed a little "Anyway it wasn't true, yea you're boyfriend got drunk but he refused to even kiss me so" she confessed.

Jungwon felt like his whole world came crashing down. He accused Jay of cheating when he was telling the truth.

"Get out!" Jungwon shouted at her and she gladly left "Why did she say this now?!" Jungwon spoke to himself confused.

"I traced the IP address of the phone that sent you the text and found her number then I pulled some strings and got her here" Sunghoon admitted feeling proud having solved this issue

"Thanks hyung"

Jungwon went into their shared room and felt guilty. Of course he had a right to get angry at Jay but she should've at least have a little trust in him.

He feels like the worst fiance ever. What was he going to do now? He broke Jay completely that he isn't even sure if the older would want him back.

As if on cue Jay walked in the room, he glanced over at Jungwon and they locked eyes for a mere second.

In that second Jungwon could only tell how Jay's eyes looked dead as if they held no life in it. They didn't have that playful spark in them Jungwon used to see.

Jay said nothing to Jungwon and went to the showers, after he just crashed on the other side of the bed turning away from his fiance.

Jungwon let out a sigh seeing this. He wanted to see Jay's smile on his face and happiness filling those eyes, only time will tell.

It was finally the night before the wedding and Jungwon haven't spoken to Jay ever since that day he found out the truth.

"I hope this works" Jungwon silently prays.

"Of course it will!" Sunoo hit Jungwon on the head "Jay is a sucker for you, if you didn't do all this and said a simple sorry he would literally jump all over you"

"Haha hyung don't exaggerate" Jungwon laughed. He wasn't experienced in gift giving so he spent the past few days sketching a beautiful ring with their initials that would be hand-made for their wedding.

Jungwon looked at the box with the rings. It almost matched their necklaces the only thing was Jungwon needed his necklace back from Jay.

"Good luck tomorrow! I'm so excited for you two!" Sunoo jumped excitedly and went to bed.

It was their wedding day, the one day Jungwon felt like everything will go right for once.

Both of them we're in the dressing room ready almost ready for their wedding.

Jungwon mustered up all the courage in him and finally spoke

"J-jongseongie" and as Sunoo predicted those words were enough to make Jay turn around and look at Jungwon.

Those sparkly eyes quickly returning. Jungwon approached Jay and admired his look.

"You were right! You sure are more handsome than back then!" Jungwon snickered trying to lighten up the mood.

Jay's eyes were full of joyful tears. He missed hearing Jungwon's voice, his laughter, his smile his everything.

"I-I m-miss y-you" Jay croaked out unable to form coherent words.

Jungwon fought back his tears hearing his Jongseongie so broken.

"I-I missed you too" Jungwon cried out resting his head on Jay's shoulder "I'm sorry, I accused you of cheating, I should've trusted you" Jungwon broke down.

Jay lifted Jungwon off his shoulder and kissed his tears away "Don't ruin that beautiful face with those ugly tears baby bunny" Jay said looked at Jungwon like nothing else mattered because it's true.

Jungwon wiped off Jay's tears and let out a broken laugh "forgive me?"

"Always"

Jay hugged Jungwon as they both enjoyed the feeling of each other that they've missed so much.

"Are you guys done ye- oh am I interrupting something?" Jay's mother asked seeing the two hugging.

"No mom" Jay sniffled wiping away his tears.

"Oh it's a big day for you both" she said walking to the couple and holding their hands "I want you to promise me that you will forever be by each other's side okay?"

They both nodded looking at each other.

"Ok ok I won't interrupt anymore but the ceremony's about to start so Jungwon hurry up and Jay get out there" she smiled and the two and left.

"I love you" they both said at the same time and laughed.