Chance To Love

Kabanata 1

Kabanata 1

He's brown eyes is an easop as I look down to his pointed nose,thin pinkish lips, well define jaw, he's broad shoulder is bit wider and rough and damn those bisceps unang tingin mo pala alam mong kaya kang ihagis sa kama ng walang kahirap hirap.

And plus the fact that he's bit more taller now damn those 6 footer!

Dati hanggang baba niya lang ako when I was grade school. Pero ngayon mukhang napa sobra si maria hays dirty mind ka self!

Alam kong pandak ako dahil 4.7 lang ang height ko pero damn mas lalong lumiit ang tingin ko sa sarili ko!

Nagmukha akong dwende pag nag tabi kami huhuhuness!

Lord,I know I shouldn't question what you given to me. But damn bakit mo ako pinag kaitan ng height at ganda pero sa iba na sobrahan sa biyaya tulad nalamang ng isang to. Susko! Sasabog na ata ang ovaries ko mas gumwapo siya ngayon,damn those brown menicing eyes that will engraved your soul.

Susko ano ba tong naiisip ko!

Blanko lang niya akong tinignan at agad din akong binitawan nang maitayo na nang maayos.Hindi niya na ako tinapunan ng tingin nang dumiretso siya sa paglalakad at lagpasan ako.

Ni hindi man lang ako nakapag pasalamat dahil sa gulat nang makita ko siya.I didn't expect to see him tonight because I didn't knew he's invited!

Maybe my mom invited him because she's the one who throw the party and knowing my mom and dad they're just to friendly that even the whole baranggay residents ay inimbitahan nila.

Not just our baranggay dahil may nakasalubong pa akong taga ibang province susko dzai kahit ka sulok solokan ata ng mga kamag anak namin sa ibang lugar ay inimbitahan.

Buti nagkasya ang lahat sa venue!Ewan ko nalang pag may dumating pang bisita!

Habang nag lalakad ako ay pinigilan kong mag face palm sakin at kila mama.Sana magkasya yung handa dahil hindi ko alam kung san ako pupulutin sa hiya pag hindi man lang nag enjoy ang mga bisita.

Well they deserve to be enjoy my party because they exert more effort just to be with my success tonight.

"Good evening to my respected professor's, my dear colleagues,to my relatives and all visitors.You may all know why today we have all gathered here and are holding the conference.First of all I want to express my gratitude to my parents who raised me for who I am today". I'm a verge of crying but no I have to do this.Lumunok muna ako bago ipag patuloy.

"Mama and Papa thank you! Even though you're all doubting may credibility but still you support me and those who are laughing my dream and who says I never conquer my dream,I just want to say thank you! because you make me fight my dream even it's hard to fight when no one's believe in you! and now after a years of fighting,the results came out with my name on the top.I didn't just qualify i aced it with God.And now, I'am Attorney for real!and I pledge starting today that I will use the law to make someone's life better."

Lumunok muna ako bago ko itunoloy"And to all aspiring law students May you always be reminded of your true purpose. To everyone who has doubts on whether or not the pursuit of the law is apt for your standing, take a breathe and recollect your thoughts. Always go back to your "why". You are destined for great things beyond your personal agenda. The study and eventual practice of the law are meant to be instruments of hope and change. You are not only doing this for yourself but for your loved ones, your families, and most importantly, for the people who believe that the law stands for something grand.

Continue to be great.

Continue to work hard.

Continue to dream big.

Continue to persevere.

You will become a lawyer not only for your ambitions but for the cause of the people who believe in you. Know your role in upholding the rule of law.You are not only a law student. You are the future of the legal profession. But always remember the assurance of guidance which is Proverbs 3:5,6
Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and do not lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make straight your paths."I gave my half smile before turning my back on the stage.

"Once again,let's give a round of applause for Atty Tyche Leihrania Perez"sigaw ng host.

Hindi ko kayang magtagal sa sarili kong party it's suffocating me.

Yes I know I should be happy. I conquered my dream but why does it's hurt so bad.Habang papatagal the mocking and laughter they did to me when I told them what I wanted years ago is still what I hear,on every sorrounding.

I love them but then all the thing they said, keep running through my head.

Alam mo yun kahit antagal na nun. Pero naalala mo pa. Wala eh naka ukit na yung sakit.

I'm verge of crying ,my heart is throbbing so bad! And I want to vommit but there's no comming out and my head is spinning fuck!

I cannot! I need to get out of here!