Keegan x Female reader

Walls breached

(Keegan pov)

   After a three hour long chopper ride we finally made it home and I couldn't be happier. Though one thing bugged me, how did they know where to find me since I didn't tell anyone except Y/N. Once I stopped to think about it I realized the answer to the question that plagued my mind. So I quickly gave my report and then headed straight to mine and y/n's room so I could speak to her. When I got there y/n was getting into her base uniform. That got to me because she was being so care free about where she changed, I mean seriously anyone could have walked in and done what they wanted to her. She didn't even bother turning to see who entered the room. To teach her a lesson I walked up behind her and grabbing her throat along with her ass. Y/N tried to scream but I quickly moved my hand from her ass to her mouth. I told her it was me and said "tell me the truth to my next question and I will consider letting you go with no repercussions." She turned to me ( looking very pissed) and asked "what and if I don't answer what the hell are you gonna do about it!?" Instead of answering I proceeded to ask her why she told the others. As soon as y/n answered the question I pusher her on the bed and got to work on making her pay for giving up secret info. I say secret because I told her no one was to know where I was going to be and that I would meet at the extraction point.  So since she disobeyed a direct order I had to make sure she got some sort of punishment. 

(y/n pov)

I was in the middle of changing after a very long ride home, from what was supposed to be a simple retrieval mission that ended as a rescue mission. I heard mine and Keegan's door open but didn't bother turning around because I couldn't have  cared less at the moment. After a few seconds I felt hands grab me, I started to scream when a hand went over my mouth and Keegan told me it was him. He told me to tell the truth about a question he was getting ready to ask. I turned and looked at him with a very pissed expression and said "what if I don't answer, what the hell are you gonna do about it!?" He ask the question in a oddly calm voice. I didn't really wanna be near him so I answered the question and was gonna leave but he pushed me on the bed. He proceeded to take off the shirt and pants I had just put on and started to play with my boobs. I hate to admit it but his touch made me moan in delight. The arrogant son of a bitch smirked before he moved his hand down to my private area. I quickly pushed his hand away from there then proceeded to kick him off me. Before he could say a word I screamed "you should be thanking me for telling them where you were you arrogant bastard, if I hadn't who the hell knows what would have happened between you and that guy Rorke!!!" After that I saw a look of guilt cross his face yet again though I moved to quick for him to respond. I swiftly found Elias's room and asked if I could stay there for a couple nights and explained why. 

(Keegan's pov)

After pushing y/n onto the bed I ripped her clothes off and started to play with her boobs. I started to move my hand down to her private area after she moaned but she pushed my hand away and kicked me off her. Before I could speak she yelled at me and then stormed off. I knew I was guilty of doing wrong when she reminded me that Rorke could have done anything he wanted if the ghosts hadn't shown up.  I went after her but stopped around the corner from where Elias's room sat and just listened to her and him talk as she explained everything to him. The only difference is she also told him she is afraid that if we did anything that her past would come to surface again and she would hurt me.  I stood there in shock till I heard her say thanks I will be right back. I quickly went straight to our room to wait so I could confront her about what I heard. She walked in a few minutes after me and I immediately asked her about what I heard. I saw a small look of anger mix with regret. I knew she was pissed because I listened to her but I couldn't tell why she felt guilty since I am the one that did everything wrong. I started to force myself on her and then listened in on a private conversation she was having so in my eyes she had no reason to feel guilt. I asked her to explain everything and just talk to me about her fear of hurting me. 

(Y/N pov)  

After my talk with Elias I returned to mine ands Keegan's room to get clothes and other personal items. When I got there Keegan immediately started to question me about my conversation with Elias. I was pissed and felt guilty. I obviously felt angry about him listening to my private conversation but the guilty stems from the fact that I told Elias about my fears instead of the man I was starting to fall for. Anyway I could tell he saw this and was confused by the guilt he saw. After a moment he asked me to sit  down and explain to him everything and talk to him about my fear of hurting him.  So I did and the Following story was told.

It goes all the way back to my childhood, my dad was very abusive and neglected me for half of it. He would throw me into walls, push me down our stair case, throw beer bottles at my head and at one point held a knife to my throat. So I tried to stay away from home as much as possible and it worked until my grandmother passed away. After that I just dealt with his abuse and I guess that had something to do with the guys I chose to be with because as soon as 7th grade rolled around I dated the worst guys every. The first one constantly forced me to drink and would tied me down if he wanted to "have fun". After he was done he would untie me and jut leave. My second boyfriend tried so many times to get me to smoke and do drugs and when I didn't he would also throw beer bottles at me and call me an idiot. Finally we get to the guy I dated before the military. He was dead on my dad with a mix of the other two. The only thing is he was worse than even my dad. He threw bottles at me every two minutes, almost never stopped punching and kicking me, forced me to drink at least three bottles of vodka every hour, he did end up stabbing me and he managed to force me to smoke. So when I went to get away from him he tried to kill me. Luckily for me that's when Elias and Merrick showed up. I guess they had gone to get clothes from the store for Merrick's wife and kid. Anyway they had saw me running from my ex and stepped in the way just before he grabbed me. When they had finally dealt with him they tried to talk to me but after that experience along with the others I started to back away from them. 

Eventually Elias realized that I was scared of men at this point so he called for a female that had rode with them. After three hours she convinced me that they were trust worthy men and that I could speak to them and not be harmed in any way. So I shyly walked towards them so I could apologize for the way I acted and say thanks for helping. Well that turned into them asking about what had happened and me doing me explaining. I guess that struck their nerves because they asked if they could escort me home. When I agreed they walked in with me to find my dad sitting there in a chair with a gun. His intention was to kill me because " I was a disrespectful little bitch who doesn't deserve to live." Merrick quickly pulled me behind him as Elias went after my dad. So now you know how I got to be so fearful but that isn't all. After that I was taught by Merrick, Elias and some other guy to fight and I also spent years learning and perfecting martial arts. Then the rest you know  is how I finished my part of the conversation. He went stayed silent for a minute longer before tell me he is sorry and that he promises that unless I tell him to he will never touch me like that again.