THE HEART WANTS WHAT IT WANTS [TaeJinKook] ✓

XXVI [M]

Warning: Sexual content.

In TaeJin's house:

As soon as their front door locked Taehyung pinned Jin to the door and attached his lips to Jin kissing him hungrily.

Jin was caught off guard but he didn't waste a second and kissed Taehyung immediately.

When Jin told Taehyung bluntly to fuck him, he was a little ashamed, that soon turned into confusion when Taehyung didn't say anything to him, instead he just hold Jin's wrist and made him sit in passenger seat. Taehyung himself sat on driver seat and started the car.

Jin was confused by Taehyung's reaction and curious to know what Taehyung is thinking.

He wants Tae to say something. To react.

But Taehyung was silent during their whole ride to home. Jin also sat there sulking and disappointed on Taehyung.

As soon as they reach their home, Jin didn't wait for Taehyung, and he came inside the house in anger.

Taehyung was just behind Jin though, and as soon as Jin closed the door, he get pinned by Taehyung and is getting kissed by him.

Jin is not disappointed from this outcome. His anger flew away.

This time Taehyung kissed him hungrily, desperately. He never kissed Jin like this before.

This give Jin hope, that maybe they will do more than just kissing today.

But still to confirm it, Jin kept kissing Tae and took off Taehyung's jacket.

Taehyung let him do that, making Jin smile. Taehyung would have pulled away by now if he wants to stop.

When Jin threw his jacket away, Taehyung wrapped his arms around Jin and pulled him more closer.

Jin wrapped his arms around Taehyung's neck, clinging to him as he was losing his senses and balance bcoz of the way Taehyung was kissing him.

Keeping Jin in his arms Taehyung started walking backward, both of their eyes were closed, stumbling they went inside Taehyung's room.

Taehyung pinned Jin to the wall of his room, let go of Jin's lips and started kissing Jin's neck. Tae was biting, sucking and licking Jin's exposed neck giving him hickeys there. Jin tilted his head to give Tae more access.

After few minutes of kissing, Taehyung just kept his lips on Jin's neck without moving and sighed.

"Don't you think we should wait more?!" he asked Jin.

Jin looked at Taehyung with hooded eyes at that, and when he found that Taehyung is serious about it, he smiled softly at him and hold his hand.

Jin guided Taehyung towards the bed and made him sit on it.

Jin himself straddled Taehyung's lap.

"I don't know about you, but I am waiting for this for eight years now Tae. I don't wanna wait anymore." Jin told him and leaned down to kiss him again.

Though Taehyung was kissing him back but Jin can feel that Taehyung is thinking something, and that is distracting Tae.

Jin pulled away a little and caressed Taehyung's cheeks, "What are you thinking?! If you don't want to-"

"No Jin." Taehyung immediately shook his head, he hold Jin by his waist and made him more comfortable, "Don't think that I don't want to. I-it's just..."

Jin tilted his head and waited for Taehyung to complete his sentence.

"What??"

Taehyung sighed and hugged Jin, "I don't have a good experience with sex, infact it's a trauma for me. Though I have overcome my trauma, but I don't know how I will actually react when we will have sex. I have never been with anyone after my therapy. So, I am not sure how I will react. What if I remember everything again?! What if I hurt you bcoz of that?! I don't want to." he confessed.