Solitude where we are least alone

Part twenty- two: It's Her

Trigger warning: shits real

"Annie Leonhart, will you marry me?" Eren felt he was watching himself from a third person point of view. He knew he wanted this. All that was left is to confirm that Annie wanted that too.

"Eri...". Annie said, speechless. "I love you..."

A smile spread across Eren's face. He would get to raise a child with her. They would get to spend forever together. He had never been so happy in his life- "but I can't."

"What? What do you mean? How can you say that? I thought you loved me." Eren said on the verge of tears.

"I can't. I don't deserve you. I am a monster. Marrying me would be the death of you. You will find someone better than me." Eren just now realised that Annie was crying herself. She wanted to marry him so bad. She almost said yes out of pure instinct. How many times she had fantasised about this moment. It hurt to say no, but Annie was strong. Stronger emotionally than anyone. Even Captain Levi broke down. Annie held her head high, making sure that she did what was best for the man she loved more than life itself.

"Fuck you." Eren said, hatred burning in his eyes. "I pour my heart out to you and you tell me no? You just shoot me down? I asked to fucking spend the rest of my life with you."

"Eren..." Annie said, about to totally break down. He was tearing her apart. "Please. I love you. That's why I'm doing this."

"Mikasa was right. You are just a sociopathic killing bitch." Eren said before turning around and slamming the door. He was fuming. He mounted his horse and rode back to base. When he arrived, he looked for Historia. "Where is she?" He asked Connie.

"Out shopping."

He proceeded to look for Mikasa, finding her in her room. He slammed the door behind him, making his way towards her. "Eren? What's wrong? What hap-" she was cut off as Eren grabbed her and slammed her against the wall. "Eren, that hurts! Why are you so upset? Talk to me!"

He couldn't even hear her. He pulled her scout jacket off, throwing it to the side and ripped her shirt open, making all the buttons go flying. He threw up her bra and roughly grabbed her breast. "Ow. Eren please, stop!" She said, in pain at his rough, angry handling of her. He bit deep into her neck, drawing blood. He drank a little bit of it before smashing his lips into her, pinning her against the wall tightly. She tried to pull away but he shoved her again. "Stop!" She cried.

"Shut the fuck up you slut. I'm going to fuck you until you can't walk." Eren growled into her ear. He threw off her pants and pulled her panties down. Mikasa's eyes widened in horror. "Eren! No! Please, you're hurting me!" Mikasa pleaded, more scared of the brunette than she had ever been in her life. He unzipped his pants, revealing his erect penis. She started wailing. Eren smacked her. "Shut up bitch." He entered her violently. "Fuck. Cant you at least get a fucking wet cunt?" He began thrusting. Mikasa was screaming in pain. The rooms had been soundproofed to a degree, making it hard for people to hear the screams of soldiers in the middle of their PTSD nightmares. Nobody could hear Mikasa, wailing as Eren ripped her apart physically and emotionally.

Finally, Mikasa's body began to produce lubricant, easing the pain a small bit but Eren was fucking her like a monkey, destroying her vagina. Mikasa had long since lost the ability to stand and was being drilled in a sitting position with her groin faced upwards. "Please... please Eren." Mikasa whimpered. "No more." Eren grabbed her throat and looked her straight in the eyes. "Only speak when spoken too." He quickened his pace and Mikasa could feel him digging his nails into her clit, making her whimper in pain. He finally released deep inside of her. She was finally done. Eren pulled out of her and smacked her face again. "Get up. Only now did she notice the smell of liquor and cigarettes on his breath. She also noticed a few holes under his wrist. "Eren... what are you doing to yourse-" "SHUT THE FUCK UP WHORE." He smacked her again. He plunged back into her, repeating the same process three more times.

As Mikasa lay in a ball on the other bed, crying, Eren pulled out another syringe filled with a yellow liquid. Grabbed Mikasa's scarf, met with only a whimper in protest, before tying it tightly around his arm. He inserted the needle in his wrist before pushing the top, injecting it. He sighed before leaning his head back to look a the ceiling. He immediately dropped it back down to the floor. He pulled something else out of his jacket; a small black device. A colt .45 1911. He pulled the top back. It made an audible clicking noise, signalling a chambered round. He had seven rounds, but he only needed one. He put the gun up to his temple.

*BANG*

Mikasa jumped before looking to see the source of the noise. After that, all she did was scream.