where have you been (Armin x Reader)

4.

y/n pov:

We just trained with the other cadets and it was actually fun, most of them were serious and the other were more playing than actually training as I can say Connie and Sasha.

After the training I walk towards the showers and start taking my clothes off and put the hot water on, while I feel the hot water on me I think about how I should start talking to armin, did he even recognize me? When he saw me he just had a normal expression on his face so I'm not sure if he did.

"Y/n are you done?" I hear someone yelling as I remember that I'm actually quite long in the shower "yes almost!" I yell back. As I step out of the shower I put my new clothes quick and brush my hair.

I wanna have some fresh air, I walk towards a tree and see the sunset it's so pretty. Sitting under a tree gives me a lot of memories back the time when me and armin only used to sit alone and talk about the future, and sometimes just me and mikasa.

Since I was a kid I always had a little crush on armin, mikasa was also the only one who knew about it and the only person I actually could tell about it. Leaning against the tree I look up at the sky, did they forget about me?

And before i realize I suddenly see someone walking towards me, the blondie.

He hasn't see me yet but as he comes closer he sits next to me, I look up at him "oh sorry I didn't see you" he says looking at me wanting to leave "no it's okay I was just about to leave" and then he sits next to me.

I wanna tell him who I am.

"I'm armin I also wanna apologize from earlier I was in rush since my friends needed me" "it's okay" I look at the sun "it's so pretty isn't it" he starts talking. "There is so much more behind the walls that we didn't explore yet" "

i promise we will all go see the outside world together" I suddenly get those memories back.

"The outside world you say" he nods "when I was a kid I used to read always books about it and since then me and my friends made a promise to do it together" but suddenly he looks kinda sad and looks down "why are you looking down?" I ask, "we lost her , after the fall I left her alone to help eren and mikasa, she wanted to go with me but I didn't let her"

He doesn't recognize me, that hurts.

When I wanna say something I see him wiping his tears off and excusing himself as he leaves, he didn't let me even say something.

They think that I'm dead, how am i supposed to tell them that I'm y/n.

As it began to get a bit colder I stand up walking back to the others to eat dinner, now that they think that I'm not here anymore it's even hard to explain that it's me

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At the table Connie and Sasha sit next to me, I also made some new friends Jean, Ymir, Historia and I think Reiner or something. Yeah Reiner and Jean are kinda weird but it's okay

"Hey Jean I've seen u before I think!" I start telling him, he looks at me "hmm where did you see me then?" He asks with a smirk "I don't know you kinda look like uhm... what was it called again" I ask Sasha, she looks at me with confusing "the animal you ride with" she looks at me with big eyes "A horse!" "Omg yes a horse Jean it's a horse!"

As everyone start laughing I see Jean laughing sarcastically with us, "I'm sorry" and I start eating.

We talk some more laugh and then I see armin and two others looking at me, the girl it's mikasa.

here is part 4 I hope you enjoy it! pls tell me if it's bad or if I should change something, ideas are always welcome!