where have you been (Armin x Reader)

16.

y/n pov:

Turning around I face Jean, he looks at me in shock and as fast he could he sits next to me and gives me a hug and rubs my back.

"Why are you crying, what happened?" He asks still holding me in a warm hug "it's stupid if I explain to you." I say

He takes his arms off me and looks at the sky "I have all the time and I will try to understand you." He says, "it's just Armin." I tell him "oh Armin again."

It seems like it hurted him a little bit "yes Armin, as you might know I have feelings for him but it seems that he and Annie have a thing." And again I feel some tears but wipe them off as soon they came.

"It's okay you can cry everything out here tonight." I hear him saying "if they have something then you should accept it and continue with what you're doing, I don't ship them but it's better for you to ignore the fact that they're gonna have something." He adds up.

"Maybe you need to fake date someone to forget about Armin and Annie it would be better for you." I look at him a little confused "what do you mean with fake dating."

"Like we can date but it's not real, we won't get feelings for each other it's just for you to forget Armin." I look down "do I really wanna forget about Armin?"

"But I will think about it, thank you Jean." he smiles "you're welcome y/n, now let's go back it's getting dark and cold." I shake my head "I wanna stay here for a bit it's nice here, you can leave if you want."

"Then I'll stay with you." He says and we both look at the sky, the beautiful stars shining in the dark a little wind flowing through my hair closing my eyes and enjoying it.

"Let's go." I say and get up, he nods and helps me getting up walking back to the camp. While walking we talked for a while.

As soon we arrived he walks towards his room and I walk to Sasha and Mikasa who I see sitting outside training a bit for tomorrow.

"Hey girls!" I say "oh hey y/n." Sasha says and smirks "were you with Jean?" I nod "yeah." "What were you guys doing?" Mikasa asks "oh nothing special I just had a breakdown and he was helping me." She nods.

"I see you guys training for tomorrow, good luck!" they smile "it's sad that you can't go with us" Sasha adds up "I think it's sad but it's okay just be careful okay?"

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next day

I wake up just like everyone else, everyone gets their breakfast and then gets ready for their mission today. It's sad that I can't go with them but it's for the better.

Commander Erwin asked me if I could do something for him, trying to find out who the Female Titan is which is actually hard but I'll try my best.

As everyone is at the gate with the horses I wave at them before they go "good luck!" But all I can hear is people yelling and saying how they aren't helping humanity.

As soon Erwin yells they all leave together.

Walking back to my room I get my uniform on and walk outside towards the Militairy Police to investigate some stuff.

Walking to Wall Sina I get in and see few people walking around but not a lot, seeing some people from the military walking around and doing their stuff.

As I look around I walk towards the place where all important documents are, trying not to get caught I get in but already hear someone from behind me. "What are you doing here?" I hear the man saying as I turn around.

"Oh I think got lost here sir sorry." I say acting confused and looking around "may I ask you to leave this building right now." Just as he asks I do and leave the building.

Spying for some time on him he leaves after 5 minutes which made me make my way back to the building and get in the office with all information of people.

Searching for some letters it takes a while before I find the names, but as soon I wanna take them I hear people coming in. Running as fast I can I hide behind the closet where they can't see me, I hope.

After a while the people start talking and I can't hide that well here anymore, "sir there is an emergency you need to help!" someone who just came in says.

Thank god I think by myself, as they leave i again look at the letters and just take some documents from people not looking at who they are, walking slowly back without getting caught.

On my way back I meet a little cat who is meowing, maybe it's hungry. Taking my food that I had I hand it over to the cat. It's eating a little bit of it but then runs away.

Walking back I continue eating some of my food and drink some water.

As I finally arrive my room I put the papers under my bed so no one can see them, looking in the mirror fixing my hair a little bit and then walk back outside.

It's so boring here I am not doing anything besides finding out who that titan is, I wanna fight with outside the walls.

After I sat a little bit outside with some cookies and water I walk back to my room, the others didn't came yet so I hope everything's is okay.

Walking back I hear a few people talking their voices sound similar but I can't remember where they from.

"So they think that people can shift into titan forms" I hear the voice saying, as I wanna see who they are they start laughing it off "that's stupid how can more people be possible to shift into a titan" the other person says and walks with them away.

Their voices it's so familiar!