where have you been (Armin x Reader)

5.

mikasa pov:

the next days I saw a girl who looked familiar to me and Eren, the girl had been looking at me these days as if she reconigzed me but I'm not sure.

My first thoughts were that it's y/n but I've been shaking these thoughts of, I asked Sasha what her name was [F/N] [L/N] then I was sure she is alive.

The scratch on her arm which made me realize it's her is still there, only me Armin and Eren know about the scratch and I'm 100% sure it's her.

But why didn't she tell Armin anything about herself, has she a reason to keep it for herself? She might have and she probably thought we weren't alive just what we thought about her.

At the dinner table I start looking at her and she looks back at me "excuse me I need to go to the bathroom real quick" I tell Eren and Armin as they nod. I give y/n a head sign to follow outside and she understands me perfectly.

y/n pov:

As I see the girl with the red scarf, which is Mikasa looking at me and making a head sign that I need to come with her, "excuse me guys I'm going to the bathroom real quick" they nod "do u want me to go with you?" Sasha asks "no it's okay if you want you can have my plate" she smiles.

As I walk outside Mikasa holds my arm and walks a little further from the cadets so they won't be able to see us. "It's you isn't it" she tells me.

She remembers me. "Mikasa? You recognized me" I say "of course I do, why didn't you come to us earlier to tell who you are" I look down "I wasn't sure about you guys were alive" she looks at me.

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After we talked I told her not to tell Armin who I am and that I need my time "Eren was already suspicious about you" she says as we hear people talking "please don't tell anyone about this and act like I'm not the y/n u used to know" she nods. "I need to go now Eren and the others will be looking for me" I nod as I smile to her and get up to Sasha and the others.

How come that Eren and Mikasa remember me but not Armin. Mikasa also told me about how much armin talks about me and how he always blames himself for my death. I wish I could go to him and tell him who I really am but I can't, I'm not ready for it yet. But one day I will

"y/n! Come inside fast or the commander will get mad" Sasha yells at me, I nod and walk in.

"Do u know Mikasa?" She suddenly asks me "well how should I explain?" as she sits next to me after wearing her pyjama's she looks at me "I have all the time so explain" I nod and begin to tell her "Mikasa and me..."

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A few hours later we both fell asleep next to each other, Sasha told me to see when it's the best for me to tell Armin about who I really am and that I should think about it.

But she also told me if I stay longer than this he probably would get hurt when I tell him later, I'll see what I will do and what I can do but for now I have no clue.

For some reason I wake up at night and look at the clock 4am why did I wake up? I look beside me and see a sleeping Sasha I put a blanket on her since it's a little bit colder than I thought.

I stand up taking a lightening candle with me and walk towards the kitchen to drink some water, as I see someone I head back behind the door to see who there is. I can't really have a sight of who the person is but as they heard me they walked away, better for me I guess.

I take a glass water and start drinking it fill it again and take it with me to my room but then someone stands before me.

The glass falls before and everything is on the ground I look at the person Captain Levi looking mad at pissed at me "Tch what are you doing at this hour brat" I look at him "what am i supposed to do sir I just wanted to drink some water" I tell him.

"Clean it now" is all he says and leaves me, well okay then I start cleaning the glass that fell on the ground and the water, few minutes later I head back to bed to sleep.

I hope y'all enjoy this part also I have amazing ideas for this book since someone helped with it and I really appreciate her help! Thank you HajarBoudriz