where have you been (Armin x Reader)

12.

y/n pov:

Waking up by the light and Sasha snoring I stand and try not to wake Sasha up since she sleeps so happily.

Walking towards the bathroom to wash my face and do some basic stuff I remember that book from yesterday, walking towards it I open it.

It seems to be a book about the outside world, then it's from Armin? But why was it before my door was he listening to what we were saying or maybe he was just walking by and dropped it by accident.

Turning around by a sound I see Sasha waking up "I slept so good." she says "I'm glad you did, get ready breakfast is almost ready." she nods and gets ready.

After Sasha is done we walk together towards the dining room to eat breakfast, everyone takes a plate and gets what they wanna eat.

Sitting on table with Connie Sasha Jean and few others I see Jean looking down and irritated and as if he was hurt.

Looking at him made me realize that I forgot meeting with him up last night, damn.

"So y/n what happened between you and Armin." Connie says with a smirk, I see Jean looking at me.

"Nothing much I just fell during the training and he saved me that's all." I say as I start eating "you sure nothing much happened." he adds up.

"Nothing more happened, she told me everything last night and if something happened why do you wanna know?" I hear Sasha beside me.

Connie shakes his head and continues eating. After we all ate I throw my plate away and walk towards Jean who already walked away "Jean!" he turns around facing me.

"I'm sorry that I didn't came yesterday I forgot about it since you know what happened and I had no energy." all he does is nodding and saying okay. "We could hang out later if you want?" But he walks away.

I'll try to talk to him later if I can, "you're okay?" I hear Sasha saying standing besides me "yeah I'm fine it's just I forgot to meet Jean yesterday." "that's okay it's no big deal Jean can't stay mad." she says and pulls me to our room.

"That book let's see what inside of it." I nod opening the door and walking toward the table where the book is. "It's probably nothing important" as I open it we see a name Armin Arlert.

I look at Sasha with big eyes "do you think he heard what we said?" she looks back "no probably not maybe he was just walking by and it fell." looking back at the book it kinda looks like a diary, things he wrote about himself and his friends.

"Should we read some of it?" I ask Sasha, she closes the book and hand it to me "no, give it back to him." "But I wanna know what he wrote in it." she shakes her head "don't do it."

"Whatever you say Sasha, I'll give it back to him bye." I stand up closing the door and walk towards Armin's room. knock knock "Come in." I hear his voice saying.

"Hey Armin." he turns around and looks at me "hey" is all he says, "you dropped your book yesterday so I came to give it back to you." he looks at the book and take it as fast he can "did you read anything?!" almost yelling at me.

"N-no I didn't calm down." he puts the book on his table and looks at me "do you need anything else? If not then you can leave." without looking at me, "no I don't need anything else I'll leave then" I wave at him but he already turned around.

I need Mikasa.

Searching for Mikasa I walk towards her room and go inside, seeing Eren and Mikasa. Shutting the door behind me and walk stressed towards them "what is it?" Eren asks "I think Armin knows." I say walking around "knows what?" Mikasa says with confusion. "Knows who I am."

"Sit down first and then let's talk." I nod sitting on Mikasa's bed "yesterday I was talking about myself with Sasha and we heard something at our door when I wanted to look all I saw was a book which belongs to Armin." I say look at Eren and back at Mikasa.

"That doesn't mean anything." Eren says "well I just gave him that book and he was being cold and he wasn't smiling or happy at all to see me." "Maybe he will tell us later what happened it's maybe not even what you're thinking now so don't worry about it" she says while rubbing my back.

"I hope so, tell me if he says something about me I need to go right now." I say walking away "be careful" is all what I hear when I leave the room.

I have now no idea what to think or what to do, I don't even know if he knows. He probably doesn't he might just have a bad day or something else happened that's why he is acting like that, yes that's why.

Walking outside sitting on the table I see Jean, I run towards him and holds his arm "Jean!" He turns around and looks with confusion at me "I forgot something so I wanna make it up what would you like to do." I ask him.

"Let's have a little picknick with the sunset." he says looking away "that's sound romantic, I like it let's get some snacks" we both walk towards the kitchen hiding so no one can see us.

As he takes some glasses and the others stuff I take the food and drinks, "do you have everything." he whispers I nod walking towards the door.

As we sit on field with grass and flowers I set the blanket on the ground and put everything we need on it "I like this." I say looking up to the sky.

but I wish it was with Armin.