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He quickly pulls his hand back, in response I do the same. I don't know what to do anymore but I can't stay here. I tell him we should hang out more, make a joke about Geert Wilder's hair. There's still an awkward energy, I tell him I should head home to the kids. Leaving Jolein out of it on purpose.

After the weekend, I go back to work. I will see Rob again. My heart makes a small jump at that. We called a few times through the weekend. We just ignored what happened before, both not wanting to address it. I secretly want to do it again but it would be so wrong. I fought a lot with Jolein over the weekend also. It started with small things and not a real discussion. But on saturday she got mad at me. I couldn't do anything about it though. I yeah, I couldn't get it up. After a time I even tried thinking about Rob, I still feel bad about the fact I did that. It worked a little bit but when I saw her again... I just can't. I don't think I can continue living with her if this keeps going. I have no idea how to tell her or the kids..

I nervously walk into the Tweede kamer(House of Representatives). I go straight(gay djdjjd sorry) to my seat next to Rob. As I walk still remembering the incident with Thierry. I greet him with a smile, he does the same but I feel like there's something wrong.

The thing where I was so scared for happens... Thierry calls out. "HEY CUDDLE BFS". We are lucky that there aren't that many people and that Thierry lost half of his voice because he screamed too many times that Corona is a trend. In a second Rob stands up, 'christ' I think while I admire his body. "AREN'T YOU THE CLOSETED ONE", he yells, leaving Thierry shocked. I mean he was right but I'm also not out of the closet. Wait, I don't have to do that ever. I'm hetero, right? Fine, I'm just saying that for Jolein I guess...

I watch how Rob argues with him. He looks so mad and annoyed. I keep looking. Oh shit, I think as my pants get tighter. No, no, no. I focus on something else but I can't get that thought out of my head. How he would be mad before f-. Nevermind, I'm married.

I grab my papers, it's time for my spreekbeurt- I mean time to present my statements. As I walk to the front I can feel Rob's eyes at me. When I'm talking about green left things and all that stuff I glance at Rob. He quickly looks away avoiding eye contact. After I'm done all people come to the microfoons sometimes to say something. That ofc doesn't really matter because I'm Jesse Klaver. I know everything. That's normal, but Rob hasn't come to the microfoons at all. Now I know for sure that he's avoiding me. I have to confront him...

After I'm done I see how he quickly grabs his stuff and is the first one to be out of there. I need to talk to him, I drag my papers from my place and run to the exit. I catch up to him the moment he wants to step inside the elevator. I take a sprint and jump just in time in the elevator. Making him shocked because he didn't think I would make it. I walk a little closer to him and drop the question or questions. 'Are you avoiding me', 'What did I do?', 'Are you alright', 'Are you mad'. 'No Jesse', he begins and my throat closes: 'I'm just not feeling very well, it's okay'. I know he's lying but I don't know what to say to that. Before I could ask another question the elevator stopped. He fastly walks away again, making it clear he's still avoiding me.


In the next part there is a Rob POV, so y'all can understand him. 

Also quick note: All respect to their real partners and family. This is just a joke and no I don't believe that they're ACTUALLY together. Ofc it would be so fucking funny but they're besties.  

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