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by LoveToPeppa

by LoveToPeppa

Rob POV

I finally went back to work, I may or may not have been 'sick' for a few days. It's not that I'm embarrassed and scared to see Jesse again ObVioUsLy, I'm heartbrocken rn don't hit me up...

Not even that long after I parked my bike, I found something out. Apperently it wasn't that hard to ignore Jesse, because HE DOESN'T EVEN ACKNOWLEDGE MY EXISTENCE. ONLY A FEW DAYS AGO YOU WERE HAVING YOUR ASS ALL OVER ME ARSEHOLE. That didn't stop me from staring at him during the moment I suggested a motie. I couldn't help it, I had to look. He never looked back. I thought this was it and he finally realised I'm just a waste of time for him. I was so sure that he actually cared for me, but instead he treated me like a toy. I didn't even try talking to him.

After a boring day I realized me and Jesse always cycle together. I stood outside waiting just to be sure if he wants to go together.

He didn't want to. He just keeps looking guilty at the ground. Fucking cheater is playing the victim.

My ride home was calm, maybe we were just not meant to be. We can just go back to normal. That made me think about the time it was 'normal'. He came up in my mind again. Sjoerd, and his poop kink. The whole Jesse thing made me forget about him sooner than I should have.

At 1 o'clock I headed to the break room with my head down. I didn't want to wait on Sigrid, I wasn't in the mood to talk to anyone, except Jesse...

While passing some doors I hear one open next to me. I turn around confused, no idea what the purpose of that room is. I have no time to think about that, because I get dragged in immediately. 'What the cheeseballs', I curse when I stumble in the doorway. Ofcourse just when I settled on the idea of being the cool single guncle, Jesse comes back.

I couldn't even breath in or he shot me in the face with his idiotic statement.

'I got back with Jolein...'

I look at him in disbelief. This is definitely what I should've expected. BUT I'm more important and I AM his first priority. He just hasn't realised that yet.

'And why are you telling me this? You don't care about me, you said it yourself. So why do you try to hurt me even more after the little game you played is already finished'.

He looks at me in disbelief, like he's trying to come up with something even though I was right.

And just like that he let me go.

At least that's what I expected. He stopped me.

'Denk je dat het makkelijk is ofzo..?' (Do you think it's easy or something?)

I tried to be strong, choose for myself for once. The feeling in my heart became stronger, pulling myself towards him. I threw my arms around him. It was a warm and strong hug. We both knew it would be the last.

I force myself to pull away from him and to look in his eyes.

'Misschien is t beter zo..' (maybe it's better like this).

His eyes travel to the ground.

'Wat als ik jou nooit vergeten kan?' (what if i can never forget you?)

My hand goes through his hair and I look at him softly. I leave with an apologetic look plastered on my face.

LMAO Suzan & Freek<33333333