I Hate You || EreMika

S E V E N

L E F T  and R I G H T

"Are we growing apart Mikasa?" Eren says as he looked out of the window. "We used to be so...close together" He slowly drifted to sleep, due to the ship cradling him like a baby.

"Mr. Yeager, we're here" He heard the girl say as he opened his eyes. He was not gonna lie, he missed 'them'. For the past few days, his mind has been murdered by countless of thoughts.

I'm still confused

Finding oneself, an easy word, yet a hard doing.

Find someone who accepts you, a word full of sorrow, and guilt.

Find someone who accepts you, but....

What if you don't?

Author is about to spit out another lecture about love. Oh... what a boring rant.

I hate Love, fuck it.

I feel like some random person wants me to puke my insides out, calling out for help,

but there is none you can ask that from.

Because when you realized, everything was nothing. Everything was a lie?

Man i feel like, I'm a goner.

I'm sorry readers, if you ever felt like that, or gone through that. Guess what! You guys are the strongest people I've ever met.

"Mikasa obviously loves you"

Mikasa loves you, what a word of choice from his half brother. Hurts alot just by seeing it. Haven't Eren realized that 'Love' is a big word to begin with.

The two of them gone through the hurt.

Oh, Love is like a Russian roulette.

Will they ever find love again?

Find love among eachother?

Ofcourse she realized, but why couldn't he? Is there something blocking his path to begin with.

Or was it just he?

Eren was confused, just like all of us. He needed some time away. To end all the pain he bore that can haunt him in the past. Thats why he accepted to be in Marley for 5 years.

"Eren Yeager! Someone called you lately" A man exclaimed as the newcomers got out of the ship.

Eren made his way to the man, pushing against the crowd that was swarming the exit. "Who was it?" He asked.

"Captain Levi"

"What does the captain want from me?" Eren raised an eyebrow. He thought Captain Levi was the one who planned all this.

"I heard a woman through the call sir"

"A woman?" He was even more confused. Why would Captain Levi's phone be with a woman.

"She said alot of things, and she seemed to be crying. Messages were 'Eren, come back, i miss you, why did you leave without telling me? I'm sorry about everything, will you please give me a chance to start again?'"

Eren thought about it for a moment, and then he remembers her.

"Damnit...why do i have to feel so guilty" Eren pinched his nosebridge. He wanted to reply, and give her a call, but when he was about to touch the phone he heard someone yell his name.

"Mr. Yeager!"

Eren looked at his back and saw the two children waiting for him. He smiled at them and forgot about the phone. He walked up to them and took his bags that were placed at the side.

"Welcome to Marley 2.0!" Falco giggled. "It's been awhile" Pieck waved her hands. "Ahh, alot has changed...its still getting fixed tho!" The little girl beside Pieck placed both of her arms on the back of her head.

Leaves will soon grow from the bareness of trees.
And all will be alright in time~

Eren hummed as they all walked to the station. "Man that building was where Eren transformed!" Falco grabbed Erens arm and with his free hand, and pointed at the structure.

"It's still getting renovated" the boy continued, looking at the man. "You look really sad Mr. Yeager, is there something bothering you, i hope it wasn't me"

"Kid, You like Gabi right?"

"R-RIGHT!" The little boy became flustered, as he looked around for the girl, but thank god she wasn't near them to hear their little conversation.

"How did you know?"

"Well...Mr. Yeager, when you like someone. You open up your heart to them and maybe, trust them! You care for them too much, but you can't express it that much since... you'll get flustered..
Or maybe you'll reveal your little secret" The kid gave him a stern face.

"I know she's just my best friend but...I just like her...and i know i like her! I may be a Kid Mr. Yeager, but sometimes you gotta listen to your heart and not your brain!" The blond haired kid gently pats the mans shoulder.

"Speaking of love... Didn't you like Ms. Mikasa?" Eren got red from his question. He thought again, and again, not being able to answer the kids question.

"I-"

"You were thinking again!...you just need to listen to your heart, not your brain!

Do you feel comfortable being with her?

Do you feel like you want to protect her forever?

Do you feel like, you trust her?

Do you feel like you're with a goddess when being with her...?

And most importantly, does she care about you? Alot?

Did she stay even though you hurt her?

And...so you feel like you're floating whenever you see her?" Falco wanted to slap the living hell out of the man, but he calmed down, waiting for his answer.

"I-" Eren was about to open his mouth and was about to tell him what he feels.

But

"Guys, our ride is here!" Pieck shouted from afar, which made the two males run to them. "Soo...what were you guys talking about?"She looks at Falco suspiciously.

"N-nothing!" Falco giggled and lightly nudged on the older mans shoulder. "yeah, we kinda spaced out" Eren nods slightly in response.

When they finally got to their destination,  they saw other soldiers waiting for their arrival. "Welcome back, thanks for fighting for our freedom" They saluted. Eren smiled at them, but some of them gave him glares. "Not so new..." He sighs in disappointment.

A man took all of them to their respective rooms. Falco and Eren stayed in one room, while the other 3 girls stayed in the same room.

They settled down and unpacked their belongings for a few minutes, and then stopped and sat down their beds.

"So Eren...what was your answer to my question earlier?" Falco asked, remembering everything he said to Eren.

Eren sighs, and tries to rememeber the question, yet he didn't so Falco needed to ask again.

"So...do you?" He looks at the man, a little worried this time.

"Well..." Eren looks at him.

"I really-

"I never thought that I would see the day
That I'd decide if I should leave or stay
But in the end what makes it worth the fight's
That no matter what happens we try to make it right"
-LEAVES (BENandBEN)