Blue Roses (DNF)

Deer

George's POV:

My body starts to shake uncontrollably. I fall onto my knees and bring my hands to my face "No no no no no not again not again." I say over and over. "I can't go back I can't I can't."

That's when I can hear something, or someone, emerging from the trees. "No.. stay back. STAY BACK!" I yell, full tears falling from my face. I'm pathetic.

That's when I look up, expecting the worst. My eyes slightly squint. Is that... a deer? I try to focus on the figure, wiping the tears away. The deer in the distance became more visible. The deer stares at me, most likely confused why a human was crying in the middle of the forest.

"You're just a deer." I say quietly. A giggle escapes my mouth. Followed by a cackle.

This is so f@!$ing funny, isn't it. I'm having a meltdown over a f@!$ing deer. HOW PATHETIC.

It feels like I'm not myself anymore. I just laugh and laugh and laugh. I can't control it anymore. I can barely breathe because of my laugh.

Eventually, I stop laughing and I get up. Slightly staggering, I walk over to a bush and see there's thorns.

<<< TW : .Semi-Self Harm. : >>>

A giggle escapes yet again. I'm f@!$ing pathetic.

I bring my arm to the thorns and do a fast motion, and that's when I feel it. A thorn got stuck in my skin, and as I moved, it made a cut.

Blood escapes the wound and I watch as it drips down my arm. A grin forms on my face. "I deserve this, don't I." I say to myself. I go to do it again, until I hear a voice call out.

"HEY! DON'T HURT YOURSELF IDIOT!"

I turn around, confused that someone else was here. The voice didn't sound familiar. A guy approached me. He had dirt on his pants and shirt. His shirt was white with a little flame in the middle.

He catches up to my and grabs my arm. I flinch at the sudden contact. "What the hell do you think you're doing?" He says, looking at the cut. "Well I-"

"Don't say anything. There's no excuses. You obviously want to hurt yourself. Come with me." He says. "Wait!" I call out. He ignores me and starts dragging me by my arm out of the forest. "Let go of me!" I call out, panic in my voice now. "Shut up dude. I'm not kidnapping you." He says, not looking back.

I flinch a little bit at the kidnapping part. I give in and let him drag me towards... the castle. "Wait stop! I don't want to go in there." I groan, trying once again to get his grip off of me. "Chill dude, I know the prince, he can probably help you." He tells me. "Oh really? What's the prince going to do." I say sarcastically.

The guy sighs and keeps walking.

"He helped me." He says.

I stop complaining and look at him. Dream... help him? I try to think of something to say but before I see him opening the front door. "H-Hey!" I say, obviously not wanting to go in.

He doesn't say anything and just walks towards the stairs. I groan and try to push myself off of him but it's no use, he's way stronger. "I'll drag you up these stairs if I have to." He tells me once I don't lift my foot. I roll my eyes and start walking up. It doesn't take too long before we're outside Dream's room.

Oh god...

Dream's POV:

I stare at my ceiling, not having any energy to do anything.

I wanted to chase after George, but it would've been no use. I bring a pillow over my face so I can no longer see the world. I stay there for a while, not knowing how long that "while" was.

My mind becomes fuzzy until I hear a knock on my door. Was it dinner already? "Im not hungry." I call out, guessing it was the butler.

"Nope, it's Sapnap." The person behind the door says. Sapnap? What was he doing here. "I'm not in the mood to talk." I call out, a tear rolling down my face. "It's a little serious. I found someone hurting them-self." He says.

Oh. I guess I can do something.

"Oh, ok. I guess." I say.

I hear the door creak open. "Just go in dude, he isn't going to hurt you." I hear Sapnap tell someone.

I pull the pillow off my face and glance at the door. My heart drops.

George...? I look down at his arm, which had dried up blood on it. He looks at me nervously before backing up. "I think I'm good, I'll just go." He mumbles. Sapnap blocks the door before he can slip away. "Ughhh." George moans.

Sapnap pushes George ahead before closing the door. Me and George both hear the footsteps of him going down the stairs.

I glance at the door before back at George, who was looking everywhere's, but me.

"George, we should talk."

A/N
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Hey guys! Sorry for the more dark chapter. I just want to bring light to some more serious topics, self-harm is real and all that. aLso. We are almost at 10k views, like what??? I remember freaking out over us getting 50.... So thank you guys!!! Also George is suffering from PTSD (Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder) and yeah. If you want to learn more about to you can search it up on Google. Thanks for reading!! (Also I think the self-harm won't continue, it was more of a one time thing, the PTSD will continue however, it'll be brought up in certain places)