Adrenaline Twin

Chapter Six: What the hell is happening

Blake's POV

I walk into school and head to the choir room, I wave to everyone and instantly sit down and get on my phone, Jesse and I haven't spoken nor has he been showing up to school and Finn has been an ass since the whole Jesses Girl performance. I did my performance but it was mediocre at best so I assisted Rachel's help

She helped me get my confidence back and we've been hanging out ever since, it made my crush develop further but it only egged Finn on more on getting Rachel back. I play a game on my phone till Mr.Shue introduces a guy named Mr.Ryan to us causing me to put my phone away and listen, he's a member of the school board I guess

"Take out a piece of paper" Mr.Ryan says as he looks at us seriously, we all do as he says as he continues talking

"And on that paper I want you to write down your biggest dream, something that means so much that is keeps you up at night" He finishes

I write down that I wanna be an actor and singer one day, as much as I love music, it's not my only passion in life, I finish writing and look up to see Mr.Ryan crumbling up Arties paper and throwing it away

"Your dream is wasteful, nearly all of you will spend your life doing a job you hate in Ohio so unless you write down working at a subway then it won't happen" Mr.Ryan says passionately causing us all to look at him confused

I start to tune out Mr.Ryan's monologue and start to drift of to thought of my dream and my future, i mean I'm pretty sure this guy hates his life all because he couldn't make it, I mean I could feel the tension between him and Mr.Shue when they walked in together

This Ryan guy leaves but not before hinting at cutting the glee club which leaves everyone shocked and a bit scared, me included, I came here it started fresh. Not to be shut down a month into being here

The bell rings and I head to the library to meet with my therapist, my mom called her and told her I fight with Jesse and that I was being erratic so now I have to meet with her twice a week. I sit there in the enclosed part of the library just thinking of everything and hoping I'm not put on meds

"Sorry I'm late Blake, I had to attend to some issues with another client" Ms. Agron says, I nod and signal that it's ok before she finally sits down and takes me progress report

"Look Ms.Agron I don't wanna be on meds, what happened with Jesse and I happened because I had enough of the crap he put me through, you of all people know" I say to her as I lean up in my chair

"Blake...I've had you as a client up until you started high school, and you had a past with anger issues when you were pushed too far, now I understand completely because I've been there but you have to stop the issue when it happens, not wait till your sent over the edge" Ms.Agron says calmly,

I sit back and just take that in, it reminds me of what Santana said which really stuck to me, I have to deal with my issues before they fester or else I'll lose it

"You know, maybe I should keep meeting with you" I say smiling, Ms.Agron smiles and I start catching her up on everything

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I walk out feeling good about my session, no matter how much I acted like I hated therapy, it always put me in a good mood and headspace to go forward. I walk to my locker and get my books and as I do, I look up to see Jesse and Rachel talking, I sigh and shake it off, close my locker and head to class.

I won't push Rachel to like me, I want it to happen for real and for it to be genuine but I guess I'll have to wait a while

Time skip because glee likes to skip days and shit 😒

I walk into my old house for the first time in weeks, I instantly go to head up to my room but I'm soon called back down by the birth givers

"Blake Alexzandria St James come into the living room now" I hear my father say, I sigh and get my bag and walk into the living room where I see the sperm donor and my mother standing with there arms folded and angry looks on their faces

I come over and sit down on the couch and wait for them to speak because god knows I'm not going to get a word in until they are done

"Where were you, we were worried sick" My mom says in a worried tone, I resist the urge to roll my eyes and look at my sperm donor

"Yea and why did you attack Jesse, he is your older brother and deserves some respect" he says furiously

"I was at my friend Santana, thank you for your bare minimum concerns" I say in an annoyed tone, if they were so worried then why didn't they show up to school, they knew I was there

"Don't get an attitude young lady, you are the on that's been acting out for years and we are sick of it" My so called dad says raising his voice and pointing at me

"Really!? I've been acting out, mmm maybe it's because your precious son has been trying to "toughen me up" over the years by taking everything I've every wanted as well as you treating him like he put the stars in the sky while I get treated like I kicked a newborn baby" I say causing him to go quiet, yea suck on that bitch

"Blake sweetheart, we love you and your brother equally, where is all this coming from" my mother says getting more upset causing me to scoff

"Wow, since neither of you noticed let me fill you in, When I had my championship soccer game and neither of you shows up because Jesse had a talent show, when both of you took Jesse's side when he lied about me being bullied, when y'all neglected my achievements every time I told you guys but didn't do that with Jesse or how about when I finally stood up for myself against said bullies and you guys grounded me" I say listing off everything my parents have done

They sit there speechless as I just shake my head disappointedly and get up

"Dad, you can have your precious son and mom thanks for only sending me to McKinley to just to let Jesse shine..... you both should be expecting emancipation papers in the mail, sign them" I say as I go up to my room and get the money I've saved over the year and leave the house I once called home

For now my home is Santana's then I'll have my own

A/n ouuuuuuuu shhiiiiiiiiiiiii. It's shorter today because Netflix isn't working and I like to recap the episode in full to make the story flow in order and cohesively but anyway goodnight

Enjoy :)