Adrenaline Twin

Chapter Thirty-One: Hesitation

Blake's POV

I text Kurt as I wait for Rachel and Finn to be done in the guidance office, I feel bad keeping that Rachel and I had sex from Finn especially since I can tell he feels bad for keeping his info from Rachel

I run my hands through my hair as I start getting flashback to that night, I miss feeling her touch...her smell...her taste...her....fuck stop thinking about that! Your finna get a-

"Sup packing peanuts....look like your not so little soldier is saluting" Santana says as she and Quinn pass me in the hallway

I look down and see I'm sporting a major boner right now, I sigh and look over to see Rachel looking at me as well as Emma who looks away from my face immediately in horror

I scurry down the hallway and to the girls bathroom as my hands firmly cup myself the whole way, I make it to a stall and sigh as I try to think is something gross like Burt in a thong

I shiver at the image and feel it go down immediately

"Thank god" I say before opening the stall door to see Rachel with a concerned and lustful look in her eyes

"Oh hey Rachel uh...my bad I had to use the bath-

"I know you got an erection just now" She says bluntly and my eyes widen and I pull her into the stall with me

"Keep your voice down....yes I did but it's fine now" I say and her eyes move down and I see her face drop

"Oh....well why did you....Umm....get that excited...was it Santana or Quinn" Rachel asks shyly and I immediately shake my head

"No no no I just...I thought of .....something and I uh....yea just thought so something" I say and she walks closer to me and grabs onto the sides of my shirt

"Did you think about me....about us" She asks and I feel a nervous chill go down my spine

"Uh...I.....maybe...why" I say nervously and she goes to cup my face but I see her face change into one of realization

"Just....just wondering uh....bye" She says before rushing out of the stall, I go to follow her but she's gone

I sigh and lean against the tile wall sadly, she is still into me I know it...what's holding her back now after her being so bold

I look down and see I have a semi hard on causing me to groan and adjust myself in my pants before heading to class

I don't need to be sent to the guidance counselor to talk about changing bodies
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"Ok Blake....Mercedes, have either of you thought of a song idea for sectionals" Mr.Shue asks and I sigh

"Nope.....nothing I've looked at meshes well with Mercedes and i's voices and it's giving me stress ache" I say as Mercedes', Quinn, Santana and Rachel rub my back

I frown a bit as we all look at each other weirdly but Rachel more so glares at Santana as she reaches and grabs my hand causing me to smile

"Well your in luck because I....picked one and I will need you both to rehearse it like it is your last song ever...I spent a lot of time finding something for you guys and this.....is the best one" Mr.Shue says before handing Mercedes and I a song sheet

I smile and look to Mercedes who's is smiling too

"Oh I'm digging this....I will happily sing Beyoncé's part" Mercedes says causing Mr.Shue to smile

"And I'll most definitely do Justin Timberlake justices in this" I say as I do some goofy hip movements causing Mercedes' and Mr.Shue to laugh as well as the rest of the glee club

Suddenly Puck walks in with a girl I've seen around school, I frown a bit and shrug but then he started explaining himself

"I gotta say...she kinda rocked my world" Puck says and I grimace at what he's implying, I don't need another bad image in my head especially since Puck is a walking STD half of the time

"Ok guys...ummm....looks like where back in business...let's all welcome our newest member Miss Lauren Zisis" Mr.Shue says and everyone awkwardly claps but I clap normally

She seems cool

The bell rings and I walk out with the girls surrounding me as Rachel clings onto my hand and arm

But soon I feel her hand get ripped away causing me to look over and see Finn and her walking off, I sigh and just shrug it off while the unholy trinity cling to my arms as Mercedes talks about the solo and Tina glares at Brittany

They do this for whatever reason

Time skip

I walk with Santana down the hallway, I see her make eyes with Finn causing her to scoff at him and her

"Chill out Horny Lopez...don't you still like Brittany" I say while whispering thr last part and she sighs

"I do but....it's fun to tease Berry" She says and I roll my eyes and flick her ear causing her to flinch

"Go to class asshat" I say and she rolls her eyes before smacking my ass and walking off, I sigh as I look and see we were right in front of Rachel

"Everyone wants her I guess" Rachel says and I shake my head

"Not everyone....she's my friend and not my hook up buddy....I'm still on my break remember...but even with that I still want you" I say and Rachel looks at me with a sad and nervous look

"But i don't want to rush you....your still grieving your dad Blake" She says and I sigh

"Not much anymore" I say knowing deep down I'm lying

"I know your lying" Rachel says and I just smile and kiss her forehead before heading off to class

I want her back....but I didn't want my grief for my father to stop me, he's not stopping me from getting what I want

A/n weeeeeelllllllllll...that's some shit but anyway I found a song for Blake and Mercedes and y'all probably guessed it so yea

Enjoy:)