airports ;; kim taehyung

x. letter

- still the night before taehyung leaves - 

dearest taehyung, 

i have spent a week trying to figure out what to say to you. and the night before you leave, the last night i might've seen you, i now know what i need to tell you, what i need to say, how i should say it. i couldn't phrase it, i didn't have the words for what i needed to say, but then i realised, i need to write, it's what i do best. so here it goes :

i love you.

i love you, kim taehyung.

i said it. to be honest, you're still not that person i fell in love with all those years ago, to me you're becoming that person, but better. i was stopping myself from current you, just because i was still stuck behind on the kim taehyung that was. i don't care that i figured out the extent of my attraction at your engagement party, i don't care if the first time you might've realised this love was at your engagement party. that doesn't matter anymore. i just want to be with you. you make me feel good. being with you is comfortable, it's a cycle on repeat. it's the same routine, every day but then i see you among all those faces in the cafe and it makes me happier by the second. i feel horrible that i've realised this as soon as you have to leave, and i'm not gonna try to stop you from leaving, but please come back soon. i don't want to lose my love again.

with love,

y/n