airports ;; kim taehyung

viii. the talk

{ this chapter is entirely a conversation so l = leah, y = y/n}

y : you know, last week, at the party?

l : yeah

y : i felt something different but it was a familiar feeling

l : i can't even guess what you're talking about

y : i felt differently about taehyung, but like the same as i did about taehyung a year ago

l : SHUT UP! finallyyyy i swear!!

y : it was good. it was before the party even happened. like we were just putting up decorations and everything and it just felt comfortable. i felt the same way i had about that childhood crush

l : your infatuation, you mean?

y : he pleases me the same way, like when i woke up and saw him, i felt happy leah. it was unusual but it... it made me happy

l : i can't believe it, i really thought i'd change you one day, from one man forever to a new guy every minute, but old habits die hard

y : leah, what do i do? 

*boodoop*

y : oh no. OH NO! i just got a text from him, he's leaving back to korea in a week, he'll only be gone for a month, leah what if he doesn't come back? what if i can't tell him fast enough?

l : shut up, i'm sure you'll be fine, i mean whatever it is between you two, has been going for two months now, and it started EVEN before that. just tell him your feelings! you can do it, i believe in you

y : no but what if, in the time i took to come around, he's found someone better that he wants more?

l : are you kidding? you're joking, right? have you seen the way he looks at you, he's practically drooling on your feet every time he looks at you! he's absolutely smitten by you. he's infatuated like you are. he sees his entire world in you. i hear him talk about you for hours, the night of the party when him and i got drunk, he didn't shut up about you once, he described every feature of yours, he even described how you kissed him last year, and trust me i didn't want to hear that. every interaction you both have had. he explained every little thing in your relationship. he even showed me pictures of pages of writing you'd left in the cafe that he picked up. he stares at you while you walk to him, away from him, he starts smiling every time you text him, call him, talk to him. if i were you, i would've married the guy by now. so god help me, tell him how you feel before he leaves to korea.