13 - Regret

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Shania POV


I opened my eyes to be awakened by the sound of birds chirping, my head and ears were ringing and my eyes were heavy. The notion of vomit edged at the bottom of my stomach and I held it in. I sat up rubbing my eyes before noticing I wasn't in my dress anymore, only a bra and my knickers.

"Laceyy, why didn't you dress my in pyjamas or something" I groaned before getting up.

I walked to the window peaking out to the garden seeing some bodies passed out and empty bottles of alcohol scattered, it wasn't long before I noticed Laceys room wasn't situated at the back of the house and you couldn't even see her back garden from her room. That's when it hit me, I was in Laurens room.

I turned around to see her body scattered on the other side of the double bed with her hair messed up and her arm hanging off of the edge. I inhaled sharply before tiptoeing to my dress on the floor, I took a wrong step before a loud creak emerged from the floorboard and she woke up to it. She slowly opened her eyes groaning and the sight of me startled her. I pointed my finger back and forth to her before mouthing a "We didn't, did we?" and to my surprise she nodded. We did.

If nothing could've broken my heart more than that I don't know what would. I slept with my best friends fucking sister and that was going to be stuck with me for the rest of my life. I walked to my dress and picked it up before sitting on the edge of the bed slowly putting it on.

"You wont tell anyone about this will you? It was literally a mistake."

"I wont."

"I mean it Lauren, because if anyone finds out there could be a lot of trouble"

"I said I won't ok? Don't worry." She tried to pathetically assure me.

"It didn't mean anything anyway, it's just a one time thing that won't EVER happen again" I spitefully spat out before making my way to the door, I don't know why but this whole situation pissed me off.

"Yeah, that's not what you said last night." She sighed before looking at me and winking, she turned around to go back to sleep.

I rolled my eyes before I turned the handle leaving her room to find Lacey, the only thing that occupied my mind was the consequence of sleeping with her sister. And I was expecting her to be waiting for me angrily but once I had entered her room she was sound asleep with Marcus hugging her. I chuckled to myself silently before closing the door and leaving.

I made my way downstairs to meet Precious who looked like she had been crying, she had a plate of burnt omelette on her plate and I walked towards her before taking it out of her hand and disposing it.

"Hey.. Precious, what's up?" I asked

"H-he doesn't like me Shania.." she said sniffling before she pulled me into a hug.

"Who doesn't like you?"

"Jayden.." She said under her breath.

"Well.. I heard Jayden is currently talking to a girl from another school maybe that's why, plus you're in the year below it wouldn't of worked out anyway." I reassured her patting her back gently.

"Well you and Lauren seem to be fine why wouldn't me and Jayden be ok?" 

I slammed her back with my hand before she groaned in pain, I played it off by rubbing circles on her back with my hand.

"Me and Lauren aren't anything, plus I don't swing that way you should know that."

She rolled her eyes before pulling away from me, she walked towards the door and before she opened it she turned around to face me.

"Well you obviously do since yesterday since you 1. Kissed Lacey and 2. Slept with her younger sister."

I opened my mouth gobsmacked and walked towards that silly bitch, she didn't seem threatened and only proceeded to ask if I wanted a lift.

"Yeah tell your mum to wait I'll be downstairs in a sec I need to get my bag"

"Ok, she'll be glad to see you... Also do you mind getting mine from Laurens room?"

I inhaled sharply before gritting my teeth.

"Sure."

I entered Laceys room first swiftly grabbing the bag and shutting the door gently, then I proceeded to Laurens. I knocked the door and I heard a "Come in." respond.

I walked in to see her with a bath towel around with her wet hair straight hair stuck to her body. I ignored her before locating Precious' bag and taking it with my free hand.

"Here, let me open the door for you." she insisted opening the main door for me.

I forced a smile before heading towards the stairs

"Shania, you know I have feelings for you right?"

I halted before staring ahead of me at the front door, I didn't want to look her in the eye so I continued down the stairs before heading to meet my auntie.


I knew the upcoming week was going to be a long and stressful one.


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