A/N: I don't feel like myself lately. Like, depressed maybe? I feel numb and suddenly hate everything. I needed something that could cheer me up and I write this up to help me up. Enjoy.
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Y/n L/N is a normal human that lives in Jasper, Nevada. She has no one by her side because of her parents that perished when she was 10, meaning she has lost them for almost 15 years now. Yes, that's right. She is 25 years old now.
Let's just say she has moved on, but at the same time, she wished that she was the one who died instead of them. It was worst because she promised them that she will become a doctor and cure them when they are sick.
Oh, the proudness in their eyes she misses so much is now gone...
She sighed, lying down to the green ground with sadness. Her eyes closed, the thoughts still linger on her mind. She has succeeded to become one of the work as a doctor.
Whenever she heard a patient died because of old age, diseases, accidents, or suicide, she will also burst into tears along with the family who was left by the patient.
A few minutes have passed and she hears footsteps on her back. She smiled, a real smile, realizing who the 'human' is.
"Y/N. It is 11 pm. You must sleep. If it continues, lack of sleep can affect your overall health and make you prone to serious medical conditions, such as obesity, heart disease, high blood pressure, and diabetes."
The human girl laughed, her hand on her mouth as she proceeds on laughing. "Oh Ratchet, it occurs once and happens now. Don't worry, it won't happen again." She said as a few giggles escaped on her lips.
Ratchet nodded and lay on the ground next to her, looking up at the sky to relax. After all, the war is making him go to the edge of a cliff that almost makes him fall. He was in his human form so no one can suspect a thing.
"All I ever wanted is to bring them back but I can't, Ratchet. They are gone. And I can't help but blame myself for it. If I knew it went on like that, I wish I did something but I didn't..." You sigh, not noticing a single tear that appeared in your eyes.
"Daling, open your eyes. You are not made up of those words that hurt you or that number on the scale. Or the expectations that you feel you will never meet. You are made up of nothing more than you. Simply, beautiful, wonderful, unique you. You are a lovely and complex soul. An individually fascinating combination of thoughts, ideas, feelings, emotions. No other is as beautiful as you. Look past the mirror. Look at your soul. Only then will you see yourself as you truly are. Beautiful. So smile and don't forget to love yourself." Ratchet said, turning his head to you with a small smile on his handsome features.
"Ratchet, I-"
"I love you enough to fight for you, compromise for you, and sacrifice myself for you if need be. Enough to miss you incredibly when we're apart, no matter what length of time it is for and regardless of the long-distance. Enough to believe in our relationship, to stand by it through the worst of times, to have faith in our strength as a couple, and to never give up on us. Enough to spend the rest of my life with you, be there for you when you need, or want me, and never want to leave you, or to live without you. I love you this much." He cut you off by another speech that makes you almost tear up. Particularly when you only have your family that only cheer you up when no one else can.
Especially the part that they are the ones you have and didn't know that it was their last day before they die.
"Ratchet... Thank you for giving your heart to me and trusting me with yours. Thank you for walking beside me and wanting me at your side. Thank you for thinking of me and for staying on my mind. Thank you for making me smile and smiling along with me. Thank you for being who you are and for helping me be me. Thank you for each day and night, and for always... I-I love you." You slowly said before bursting into tears. After all, he was the only person you can trust other than the Autobots.
It's not like you didn't like them. You enjoy their company especially Optimus, but Ratchet was different. He makes you feel safe and happy. And that is how you started something weird for him. It was love. He feels the exact feeling too.
"If you ever ask me how many times you've crossed my mind, I would say once. Because you came and never left."
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