Difficult (TFP! Soundwave x Human! Gender-neutral! Reader)

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A/N: It's the time of the night to be sad again. How wonderful. Let's make it more dramatic.

Not proofread. I just feel sad and troubled right now. So sorry y'all.

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"You keep a lot to yourself because it's difficult to find someone who understands."

When does this end? The words running to your mind as you tried to rest for the night after the whole tiring day. It kept mumbling words, something painful that you should be used up by now.

But why does it still hurt? It always haunts you.

Useless!

Dumb!

I wish I didn't give birth to you!

I hate you!

You're so difficult!

I don't need you. We really don't.

You don't belong here...

"Y/N."

A static voice can be heard outside your room. A familiar voice. It cleared your troubled thoughts, before a sigh escaped your lips as you didn't reply or stand up at all.

Your body suddenly felt weakened when you realize your cheeks were wet. Have you been crying because of the words?

Before you realize, a familiar face of the Third in Command of the Decepticons shows up on your tv screen while you were lying down on your couch.

'Soundwave...' You think to yourself as you wiped your tears away on your eyes.

The Decepticon only looked at you through the screen almost quietly, as if he was observing you at your weak state.

"Why?" Soundwave said with a different voice, mimicking one of the vehicons.

"It's nothing. I'm fine." You said, not wanting to talk about what is happening to you and your brain trying to tell you. Heck, why would a robot like them would understand you anyway?

Soundwave paused, he may not show it, but he was slightly concerned at how different you look today. This morning, you were so lively, and this night, you were suddenly sad.

A few seconds later, he stopped watching you and went to Shockwave, before he shows what happened to you to the scientist.

The one-eyed Decepticon explained calmly to him, saying that humans experience this most of the night and is normal, before Shockwave went back to his newly project. Before he could shoo the commander, he told him that you only need some words of affirmation.

Soundwave nodded his head and went back to his post, goes back to your tv to see you looking up the ceiling, as if lost in thought.

He didn't mind, so he gave you some words that he hoped to comfort you along with some different voices coming from different Decepticons.

"You have to stop searching for why at some point, you have to leave it alone."

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