D.L.M || One-Shots

A person I can trust (2) *edited

Draco Malfoy:
Should I ?

I mean, it's not like I don't want someone to come up to me and talk with me, someone I can talk about all of my problems, but that's pathetic.

I'm a Malfoy, I deal with things on my own.

But- I think...I mean...I could really use to talk to someone right now...

Stop right here Malfoy, that is getting way too emotional.

Father will be disappointed, and you have things to do, you have to concentrate Malfoy.

I really don't know how I can fix that stupid cabinet.

I tried everything and nothing is working.

It's like, the cabinet is purposely not letting me fix it, so I can-

No. I won't even think of that.

I barely sleep, one thing I want, is to have a good and long sleep, but I can't sleep when I try to, it's impossible.

I get a lot of nightmares, about you-know-who and my mind is constantly busy, so I can't really close my eyes and think about nothing.

I just need to find a way to fix this stupid cabinet.

Why does my father has to be involved with the - Dark Lord.

Y/n:
As, I step back into the common room, I see Draco again.

It looks like he's thinking about something important or serious.

It's pretty easy to read the emotions of other people.

Something I like to do.

Well, at least most of the time, it is.

I noticed that this school year, he is more quiet and distant.

I mean we weren't friends, even when we are in the same house but he always played some stupid jokes and this year nothing ?

He's also a very confident guy, it looks like he's suddenly-

insecure? scared? lost?

It's not like I miss it, but everyone was used to it, it was a kind of normal thing.

Okay, probably not everyone but everyone knew he liked to be rude to the others.

What shouldn't be normal I know it's bad, but you know he was that way, and he changed, and it looks like I'm the only person that is concerned about that.

What ? 

Do I care about him ??

I can't, get it out of my head. Now.

Should I help, or should I just ignore it like I did the past five years ??

I mean no one really knows me here.

Even, when I am in the same house as a lot of guys I was quite shy I think, but that's just me.

I am not that confident to speak up even when I know it's not right, my instinct is telling me to just stay quiet, so that's what I'm doing.

The situation with my parents it's alright I guess, but it's complicated we have good times, but my parents are always telling me that they think I am searching for someone that is proud of me.

And I need that person that tells me : Wow you did a great job, but I mean isn't it something everyone needs sometimes, a person that just takes you in their arms.

That tells you that everything will be alright, and I don't have to worry about anything, just about myself ?

Maybe I am wrong I don't know, but what I know is that I need that one person right now, but my parents don't understand.

I am just standing at the doors of the common room and I watch him in his deep thoughts, quiet and peaceful.

He's handsome, I can't deny it.

The way some of his blonde, white hair falls on his forehead. It looks soft, that soft, that I just want to play with it-

I step probably closer and sit down, on the opposite to him.

"Draco ?" - I carefully ask, nearly whisper.

Draco looks slowly up and studies my face, it looks like it, I don't really know but he isn't answering me.

Is that good or bad? I have no idea.

"What !?" - Draco answers harsh.

I decide to ignore it, I know that may be something I will regret later but I can't stop myself from asking,

"How can I help you?"- I ask.

Then I realized what I just said. 

Can't I just ask if he's OK ??

No of course I had to ask how can I help, what if he will think I'm just a weird dumb girl??  I sometimes hate myself and mentally face palm myself.

What if I'm gonna regret it later?

When I look at him again, he's surprised?

Draco Malfoy:
"How can I help you? -Y/n asks.

Wait....what?

How did she know that she can help ??

Wait no she can't help, I cannot put her innocent life in danger for me but wait I wouldn't really because practically we aren't friends, am I correct?

Yes I am.

I can't tell her, I can't put her life in danger, I
just can't, and I don't know why what can I answer.

"Yes." - I also said it without thinking.

Wow, how selfish of me.

When I realize what I just did, I panic.

No tell her that you mean no !!

Come on,  say no but as much as I want to I just couldn't because I really needed help.

"Well then I guess we have to get to know each other a bit better ? Let's start from there. My name is Y/n and I'm in slytherin. I love to paint and listen to music, it's calming me down after a exhausting day..." - Y/n respond.

I couldn't help but smile at what she just told me, finally that's the person I searched for I know it, but I decided to tell her everything
step-by-step.

Is that a smart move from my side? Don't ask me.

We talked the whole night together, it was fun.

I finally laughed for a long time, it felt fantastic but at the same time I put her in danger ?

She reacted well I think she listened and understood me.

She didn't ask many questions which I am so grateful for because I don't know how to answer them.

I am not that good at talking about my feelings but maybe with her, I will break that and be much stronger.

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