D.L.M || One-Shots

Could it be ? (1)

-after Hogwarts

Y/n:
It's two years since that awful war ended. So many people have died and so many people have lost the people they cared for the most.
Things also changed for me, I lost my parents and my best friend.
Leaving me alone.
Stupid death eater.
I am now living in a small apartment from the money my parents left me.
It's not like I am just living off the money of them, I am also working. It is really helping me to be distracted, have something on my mind.
Otherwise, I'm pretty sure I would have gone crazy.
I am sitting on my couch in my small yet cozy living room.

Even when school is very important for me, I didn't go back to finish my last year I just couldn't.
Not without my parents waving me from outside a train and talking with my friends about how lucky we are to have each other.
Not without my best friend, who also was my roommate.
A few friends of mine returned, but some started to work just like me, we were all broken, lost.
Ginny and Harry are married and Ron is getting married to Hermione.
I am happy for them that they have someone in their life they love with someone they can smile.
It's not like I've never been in love because I've been, and I am still in love but that relationship I had was very complicated.
Draco Malfoy was my boyfriend since fourth year it happened right after the Yule ball he asked me to be his. I can still remember like it was yesterday. I can't describe how happy I was it, the amazing feeling I've never wanted to stop feeling : love, if that makes any sense.

Of course my parents made me feel loved, but you know love from another person, who was first a stranger and you then get to know him/her. Just a memory of us is making me smile and crying.
I was there for him when he became a death eater, every night we would sit in the common room either he was crying in my arms or I was listening to him. I don't regret being there for him of course not I was happy that I could help him, we were in love.
Deep love.
Beautiful love.
When the war ended, the reign of Voldemort ended, the Malfoy family went into hiding.
In all of those years I didn't hear a single thing of him,  I thought he would come back, so I always wrote him letters, but he never responded of course I also visited his home, the Malfoy manor, but no one was there. It was very hard for me because I've never stop loving him even tried to hate him, but I couldn't.
I just couldn't.
I was crying for weeks or months or even a year ?

I'm still crying sometimes, at night because we used to sleep in his dorm next to each other, and I was used to waking up with him looking down at me smiling and telling me 'good morning angel'. It was all gone. I don't even know where he is if he still cares about me or even if he still loves me or even if he's still alive ? Everyone they were starting to be happy again, and I am just the same as I was. Draco and I planned our future together it was something we used to do to remember that there are also happy things.

I am sitting here alone with my cup of green tea, at a Sunday morning. Crying again like I did the last whole week just not at work. Every day I hope he's going to lay again next to me in the night and I even miss his cocky side that was always annoying me. Today I am supposed to meet up with Hermione to plan with her the details of her wedding, and it's hard for me, I am trying not to break down but of course I am happy for her, it's just my happiness is gone, and it's hard. No I didn't talk with that with no one. Life isn't fair, really isn't. Sometimes I just wish to be able to smile again a geniuses smile. When I realize it's already 10 AM I have to get ready because I am supposed to meet her in a coffee at 11:30 AM.

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When I arrive at a coffee, Hermione is already sitting there in the back at a table for two persons with a lot of magazines and photos on the table, looking a bit stressed.
"Hello mione"- I said taking the chair next to her and sitting down.
She looks up at me and smiles " Thanks god you are here, how are you?" - she asks. Well I will have to lie again even when I am the last person that would lie, I have to. " I am a bit tired, but that's totally fine I am now looking forward to helping you"- I respond to her smiling a bit or more trying to. I could see that she's excited.

We were now looking for two hours through all the photos and magazines mione brought with her. They were pictures of the location for the wedding or wedding dresses and shoes and jewelry it looks amazing. The ideas she has and the way she's talking about the wedding, everyone would see that she's happy to marry the love of her life. Of course, I am happy for my best friend I will always support her.

" Sooooo....is there some handsome boy that caught your eye y/n/n (your nickname) ?" - mione asked me looking up from her notes sipping on her black coffee. There is nobody that I like because I am still in love with the person that loved me but of course I can't tell her that. So I laughed and shrugged it off " Please mione I have so many things to go with work I am barely getting any sleep" She just raised an eyebrow at me and wrote some new ideas in her black textbook. I ordered myself a green tea well my second green tea because I couldn't sleep that night and was exhausted, but I wasn't drinking coffee since tea was the favorite drink of my mom.

"Thank you so, so much for your help y/n. I will go home now again and who knows maybe on the way to I will find some men for you" - Hermione says winking at me, I just laughed and hug her as a goodbye. "Bye Hermione" - and with that I went back home, but I decided to walk back to my apartment.

I was walking back to my apartment and I only had something like two minutes left when a boy with white blonde hair catches my attention.

Could it be ?

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I do not own Draco malfoy, Ginny, Hermione,Harry or Ron
Lots of love , your author