「 𝙻𝚎𝚘𝚛𝚒𝚘 𝚡 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚍𝚎𝚛 𝚘𝚗𝚎𝚜𝚑𝚘𝚝𝚜 」

☾ 𝙿𝚊𝚗𝚒𝚌 ☾

[ Requested by @BabydollGuts ]

[ Male reader ]

[ // Tw for panic attacks and picking/itching skin ]

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You sat on your cold bathroom floor, trembling. You've never had a panic attack this bad before, so you were more scared then ever. Grabbing the porcelain sink, you attempted to lift yourself up so you could get a glass of water. Well, that instantly failed. You fell right back down and started shaking even more. As an attempt to calm yourself down you subconsciously started picking and peeling at the skin on your arms, waiting for all of this to just stop. 

You went silent for a minute and your breathing stopped when you heard the sound of keys and your front door opening, although you jumped when you heard it slam shut. 

"Y/n! I'm home!!" The voice of your boyfriend echoed through your shared apartment. You wanted to get up. You wanted to go run into his arms and hug him to feel better. But something was stopping you. Your body couldn't do anything other then shake and tear up.

"Y/n? Where are you?" The sudden sound of his voice made you jump again. The scratching and peeling at your skin got worse as you heard his footsteps go from room to room in the apartment, slowly getting closer to you. 

Why am I even like this? He's not going to hurt me, so why am I acting scared of him? You thought to yourself. The footsteps stopped when they got to the other side of the door and there was a knock. "Y/n? You okay?" The knock forced your body to break its silence as you let out a loud, shakey gasp for air.

At this point, Leorio was worried and let himself into the bathroom. When he opened the door, his eyes widened at the sight of you shaking on the floor, pulling at your skin. He immediately crouched down next to you, asking if your okay or if you need any help.

You didn't answer. Instead you just launched at him and clung to his chest, burying your face in his collarbone. By now he figured out what was going on, which gave him some relief. "Here." He said, grabbing his coat from the other side of the bathroom floor and wrapping it around you before embracing you.

His voice was so calming. Especially in this situation. Just having him here and holding you like this started to calm you down a bit, but you were still panicking. 

"It's alright. Everything's going to be ok. You're safe." between his soft husky voice projecting next to your ear and his hand playing with your hair you slowly started calming you down even more.

He sat there with you on the bathroom floor for around half an hour. Talking to you and making sure that you were calming down and eventually you fell asleep in his arms. Once he realized you were asleep he stoped talking. A wide smile grew on his face when he looked down and saw you sleeping so peacefully.

Slowly but surely, he got up and carried you to your shared bedroom and laid you down in the bed. As he pulled the covers over you he couldn't take his eyes off of your sleeping figure. Laying down next to you, he gave you a kiss on the head and cuddled up next to you before saying; "Goodnight y/n, you're the best boyfriend I could ever wish for." And falling asleep himself.

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