His crystal blue eyes were staring into mine.
A/N I rewrote most of the chapters with more detail. I had taken the story down and redid it. This is the final version i have posted. So please enjoy.
ALSO I DO NOT OWN ANY CHARACTER EXCEPT Y/N
You turned to him and kissed him. "I don't wanna go on this mission, I don't want to leave you."
"Neither do I. How about we end the night with a nice shower together?"
You got up and walked to the shower. Bucky was watching your ass as you walked. "Damn. Thats my ass."
You step in the warm shower and rinse off Bucky grabs the soap and washes your body. He then gets shampoo and washed your hair, running his hands through it. You loved the feeling it sent shivers down your spine. You rinsed off and began washing his hair. He grew it out some so you could run your hands through it. The two of you rinsed off after your intimate shower. Bucky grabs a towel and dries you off. You wrap the towel around you and walk out the bathroom.
"Shit..."
"What?"
"My suit is in my room."
"Here is a pair of my sweatpants and hoodie you can borrow." Bucky offered.
"Borrow? You might never see these again." you admitted
"For shame. But you look so sexy in my clothes. Keep them."
You walked out his room and towards yours. You were stopped by Nat.
She raised an eyebrow. "Nice clothes. So two finally..."
"Yea"
"Was it..."
"Blissful, felt like heaven, and we finally said I love you. But sadly I have that mission. Hey Nat if I don't make it make sure he still gets to his therapist appointments for me please."
"Your gonna come back. And I'll make sure he gets the help he needs."
"Thanks Nat." You went into your room and got ready for your mission. After a while Bucky knocked at your door. "Come in"
"Hey I brought you this. I was going to wait until your birthday to give you this and tell you I love you, but tonight was to perfect to wait. Here." He handed you a small bag. You removed a small box inside and opened it to find a necklace. A beautiful necklace, it had a black diamond in the middle and smaller diamonds surrounding it forming a circle. It was beautiful. (Sorry the image is soo bad)
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Tears filled your eyes. "Its gorgeous Buck. I don't know what to say."
"Just say that you will come back to me no matter what on this mission."
"Buck you know I will. Why are you worried?" You turned facing him, you looked into his eyes, seeing them filled with worry.
"I heard you talking to Nat, I know you feel you wont make it. Just promise me you will wear this at all times. I had Tony put a tracker in it incase you ever went missing. You mean to much to me for me to lose you. If I lose you I'll lose myself again."
"I promise I'll never take it off. Do you want to put it on for me?"
He took the necklace and placed it on your neck. You held your hair out of his way.
"I love you Y/N." He pulled you into his lap and held you. "Hey take my knife."
"Buck you never go anywhere without it."
"I have another. Just keep this one on you so you if you ever need it you have one."
You put the knife in a pocket, then cuddled up to him in your bed waiting for Tony.
Tony walked in. "Hey little sis its time for you to head out. I'll give you two a minute." Tony walked back out the room. You looked into Bucky's eyes and could see the sadness. He may not express it in his face but you could see his blue eyes go sad, you kissed him goodbye.
"Wanna walk with me?"
The two of you headed down the tunnel of dread, the hall to the garage. Tony was making you take a "Hydra" jet to take to the base.
You turned towards Bucky when you neared the jet.
"I promised to wear the necklace now you promise that you will go to therapy. And if anything happens to me that you wont do anything rash or impulsive. Nat and Steve will be your best friends. Just promise me you will take care of your self James."
"I promise" he kissed you. It was a kiss that felt like 1000 kisses. You knew he meant his promise. "I love you"
"Don't do anything stupid, I love you." You smiled at him pulling him close for one last hug.
"How can I, your taking all the stupid with you." He smiled. You kissed him one last time before boarding the jet and closing the door. You sat in the pilot seat and held the necklace in your hand. Took a deep breath before lifting off. Bucky's face was instilled in your mind.
***
You arrived at the base after a 10 hour flight. You parked the jet in the trees to try and hide so you could have an easy escape.
You headed to the base. You were greeted by hydra agents. You held up your hands signally you come in peace. They then told you to get on the ground. It was apart of the plan you and Tony discussed
<>flashback<>
"Go in peacefully. Gain their trust. They might experiment on you. We have to get all the entail we can. You may not make it. And I know you are willing to continued if it means putting a stop to hydra. I will do everything I can on my end. They will crush the headpiece I gave you but I built one into you suit as well as a tracker, same goes for this bracelet that will give you weapons at will. Anything from a gun to a whip. The tracker is in case we have to take measures into our own hands."
"Yes tony. I will take them down from the inside out."
<>flash-forward to present day<>
You were escorted into the base.
"Well if it isn't the one who got away." You knew that voice and really wished you hadn't. The whole plan would be ruined. "Hello darling, you left me that night, I thought we were to be married."
You looked up and were greeted by cold brown eyes. "Hello Zemo"
