More Than Friends

Decisions (Hyunjin POV) 

We've been sitting in silence for 20 minutes now. No talking, just staring. I'm fairly certain neither of us know what to say. I have so many thoughts running through my head, but no right way to say any of it. I want to break the silence, but at this moment, I can't speak. I'm flooded by hundreds of different thoughts racing through my mind. Should we just tell everyone? Am I really in love? Will this pass? Will it even begin? What will come of us if it doesn't work out? Is there anything to even work out? I don't know the answer to any of my own questions. I'm just looking at Felix. He keeps smiling, but I know it's a nervous smile. I wonder what he's thinking about. Does he feel the same? Does he want something more? Something less? Are we just friends? Was he just experimenting? I can't answer these questions either. There isn't anything that's actually certain.

"I care about you." Felix finally speaks up. His cheeks are a rosy red. His freckles are embedded with a blush of red. It's cute.

I look away and smile. He cares. I'm happy.

"I care about you too." I reply sheepishly.

My heart is racing with excitement. That was the ice breaker.

"There's something I want to tell you Hyunjin. Chan already knows what it is. We sat and talked forever. It was enlightening enough for me to come to my conclusion"

I feel my smile turn into a serious face, there's always a downside to a good conversation.

"What's that?" I say concerned. I feel myself becoming more anxious. What will he say? Does he not want to continue with me? Does he just want to be friends? My negative thoughts have began swarming my head again.

He's staring at me, with a serious face.

"I want to tell you that I have decided to be with you." There's a pause. "With that being said, I want to tell you that I'm not a dominant, controlling person. It's evident you are. I don't mind, but I don't want to be with someone who won't allow me to be myself." He says, straightening his back and picking at his fingers.

My heart might actually explode from happiness. Can I die from happiness? Is that a thing? I'm beyond joyful. I can't believe it. My heart is doing backflips, I swear. I feel my face spread as my smile is now ear to ear.

"I'll do whatever it takes to keep you as mine." I squeal. I pause. Why did I say that? I won't change for someone. I know myself better than that. I don't think he will be someone to change me. But I'm fairly sure, at this point in time, I want him.

He smiles. "Are you sure?"

"I'm positive." I grin.

He stands up and sits besides me on my bed. My body immediately stiffens. The thought of him makes me nervous, but with him next to me, leg to leg, I get stiff.

"Are you sure?" He says flirtatiously.

I look at him with a quick side eye. We're almost touching our faces together. That is how close we are. We catch ourselves looking deeply into each other's eyes. I feel an immense connection to him. Before I can finish my thoughts, I feel his soft, full lips connect to mine. It's been too long since I've tasted his lips.

We disconnect from each other's lips. We look at one another. He gives me an enticing smile and I lean back into his embrace. One kiss after another. I find myself running my hands through his hair. My sexual desire is stronger for him now than it's ever been before. I gently pull on his hair so that his head is brought upwards slightly, revealing his long, smooth neck. His Adam's apple is poking through his skin, the flawlessness of his skin is seductive. I lean into the crook of his neck and gently kiss it. Softly and slowly. I can feel his heart beat increasing through the veins in his neck. Faster and harder. I can't get enough of holding him. The way his skin feels when my hands are caressing him. He brings his hand up to my neck and curls it around my neck firmly. I instantly stiffen. Every muscle in my body has tightened. I kiss his neck harder and more passionately. One of my hands are holding a handful of his thick, brown hair. The other, tracing my way down his body and up into the bottom of his shirt. I slip my hand effortlessly through the bottom of his shirt and onto his v line. I use my fingertips to trace the outline of his incredibly fit body. Each finger gliding over his abs and up to his chest. He lets out the softest moan possible. I stop kissing his neck and let go of his hair. I lick my lips and begin lifting his shirt from his body. He's now exposed to me again. The upper half of his body is shimmering in front of me. His complexion is perfect. He is perfect.

He begins lifting my shirt off. We move as closely as possible and begin kissing again. We're both using our hands along one another's body as if we are tracing a map. His body trembles the tiniest bit as I run my hand back across his v line. I slowly move my hand to his belt. I lay him down on the bed, while we are holding a kiss. I let out a delicate moan and bring my lips to his neck. I work my way from his neck down his torso. Letting each kiss be followed by a second long pause and inching downwards on his body. He body quakes. I've found myself down at his pant line. Directly above his belt, my chin is rested at his pant line and I shyly look back up and meet eyes with him. He gives me a quick nod and I lift my body up enough to reach up and unbuckle his belt. I give him a playful smile and slide his pants off from his body. His boxers are the only thing in between my lips and his naked body. His tip is poking from the top of his boxers. I kiss his shaft through his boxers. He breathes deeply.

"Stop teasing me and take them off already" he shutters.

I pull his boxers from his waist and reveal his body. He is relaxed. He's propped himself up on his elbows and is looking down at me. I slowly bring my lips to he tip of his penis. He moans. I stick my tongue out and swirl my tongue around the top of it. I open my mouth and let out a mouthful of saliva. I watch as it slides down the length of his shaft. I smile and begin to curl my mouth around his dick. I slide my mouth down until my lips touch his body. Slowly, I bring my mouth back up and down again. He holds my head down until I feel the tip of his dick in my throat. My eyes fill with water. He lets go of my head and allows me to catch my breath. I continue to pleasure him until I feel satisfied. I then bring myself to his lips and kiss him. I sit up and remove my shirt. I press my body against his and kiss him a few times. I then stand up and remove my pants and boxers. I place my naked body against his and firmly grip his throat. It's my turn to take charge. I begin to bring my body into a laying position. I grasp his waist and pull him on top of me. I open my mouth and drop some spit into my hand. I bring it to my shaft and begin to lube myself up.

"Ride it." I say firmly.

He brings himself to a sitting position and nods his head. He uses his hand to guide my shaft into his buttocks. His hole is tight. It's gripping my cock firmly. It feels incredibly nice. Felix gasps as my cock slips into his body.

"Oh my god" he gasps, and bites his bottom lip.

I look at him as he slowly begins bouncing his body up and down on me. I feel my hands clench the bedsheets. He continues to bounce up and down, moaning and whining.

"It feels so good"
"I love this"
"Mmm"

He continues grinding on me. I take my hand and begin stroking his dick while he rides my cock. I let out a whiny "fuck". His lips have turned red from the immense biting he's done to them in attempt to muffle his pleasure. I thrust into his body as he rhythmically bounces into mine. We've found our pace together. He bends his body downward and gives me a messy, wet kiss. He then pulls back and lets a trail of saliva drip into my mouth. I swallow it and smile hugely at him. I close my eyes and bite my lip as he rides my dick. I grab his waist and thrust into him with every ounce of effort I have left. I can't hold it anymore, I'm going to cum. I let out a boisterous grunt and feel the rush of my cum squirt into his body. He firmly grasps his shaft and strokes it until he ejaculates onto my torso. As he does, he moans a soft "mhm" and looks at me.

After we have finished, we wipe our bodies off and lay next to each other completely naked, still. I bring him close to me and kiss him softly on the forehead.

"Should we tell them?" I hear him say tiredly.

"Eventually, baby" I reply confidently.