yesterdaywas painful,
it was adrenaline and agony, i
slouched on hells peek and howled
in an apocalyptic thunderstorm to
know love
the gentleness, the light, did not come
it reminded me of the day before
yesterday, and i disassociated
down a dark tunnel of ruminating,
recalling melancholy rainy memories,
re-collecting broken pieces of my
shattered being,
the
day
before
yesterday
was so painful,
so i deny tomorrow at the door,
haunted by all-consuming gloom,
and retreat deep within the chaos
of tormenting dark fantasies,
horrifically detached and
subconsciously asleep within my
woken body.
🥀.