♱
i die every day
in the most horrific of ways, isolated on a island of deep distrust & self hate
paranoia paramounts to tight chest pain, gutting superstitions explode into tireless belly aches, breaths catch but never escape, nervous systems defect and decay, hands are too clammy to hold on, to hold in, to self regulate,
life comes to the haunted, the afraid, but i fear it never stays
♱
——Abedabun
