rented love

Jealousy

* DONT PLAY THE SONG YET*
Tony drove me to the menendez "mansion", i knocked on the door,nobody answered, than i called for Kitty then jose,Even Erik and lyle but no one was answering me. I looked outside joses car was gone but lyles and Eriks cars were there. Being pretty sure they were just talking upstairs i decided to go there by myself. As i was walking upstairs i heard a laugh, Eriks laugh..than i heard another laugh but it was definitely not lyles i can somehow hear the difference between men and womans laugh. i quietly walked up the other stairs

and saw that the door was not shut so i could see who was there. At first i saw lyle then erik and than a girl..very beautiful girl. She was talking to the brothers and making them laugh especially Erik who couldn't take his eyes of her..I was sad really sad but suddenly i saw Erik hugging that girl tightly and kissing her on a cheek..fuck that really broke me you could see the love they had for eachother in just those few seconds..it broke me, shattered my heart to thousand peaces but what can i do? This whole thing is just fake, Erik can have anyone he wants because iam just a girl who needs money but god damn it..i cant look at this anymore i -um i think its better if i leave.
As i walked out i saw that tony had already left, so i decided to just walk home.  i tried so hard, so damn hard to not fall for him but seeing Erik hug another girl, watching him be in love with whole another person while we are getting married in two days even tho its fake..hurts me, destroys me in every way possible. I am holding my self back to not go there and kill both of them..thats literally my biggest fucking wish right now but you know what? i am going to make him regret that, i am not leaving this behind.
After walking for a while i finally got home but to be honest i was not tired at all, so i decided to put on my dress and go out, maybe even a club, meet some people, some new guys..hmm why not? if HE can do that why cant I do that?! I put on my dress got ready

and..there is someone ringing a bell on the door, probably that loser came back home, i am not letting him make me stay home, hes not my boss, he maybe paying me money but i am the one making a sacrifice to MARRY him..i am doing gods work..i walked to the door opened it and didnt even let Erik say a word.

Ve: i am going out tonight, clubbing all night long i dont give a fuck if you say no you are not my rea- oh fuck.

That person definitely was not Erik.

Craig: hi?..
Ve: oh fuck..hi craig oh my god how are you i am so sorry i thought you were Erik and i um-
Craig: hahaha no no its okay..you seem pretty mad but damn ve you look amazing
Ve:oh thank you..
Craig: no need to only spitting facts
Ve: hey come inside why are we standing here
Craig: no no i just wanted to talk to erik but as i can see he is not home.
Ve: yup hes not but i am! so come inside lets just talk a little bit  if you have time ofcourse
Craig: yeah i mean ..sure why not

I decided to use this PERFECT moment against Erik i mean can you imagine him seeing me drinking and having fun with his best friend?..he would be mad as fuck but hello?! that's exactly what i want.

Ve: so craig..Wine? cocktails? beer?
Craig: cocktails sounds good i wont lie

Ve: no problemmm
Craig: where is Erik?
Ve: Erik?..meh dont know dont care..here it is! taste it and tell me how is it?
Craig:mmmm its soo good

Craig and i talked a lot especially about my past, i know i was mad at Erik but still didnt say a word about out fake marriage scenario well atleast until i was so drunk that i couldn't understand what i was saying..We both got so drunk that the last thing i remember was us dancing to some party music. i totally forgot about everything, going out, meeting new people, even Erik..but who is Erik if he doesn't fuck everything up right?
suddenly the music stopped so did craig and i.

Erik: what .. the ..actual .. FUCK IS GOING ON HERE
Craig: can you not shout please.
Erik: what are you doing venus?!! WHAT ARE YOU WEARING
Ve: listen you fucker-
Craig: i should probably leave..
Erik: yeah you SHOULD and i will fucking talk to you later
Ve: BYEEE CRAIGGGG
Craig: BYE VEEE
Ve: and again Erik you fucked everything up
Erik: Why were you drinking with my bestfriend alone, looking like that..dancing to this song? you guys were almost fucking while dancing!
Ve: so?
Erik: SO? you are my soon to be wife and YOU ARE GETTING DRUNK ALONE WITH MY BESTFRIEND
Ve: its not like i owe you something?
Erik: ve whats going on
Ve: Nothing erik..i just want to go to bed
Erik: no for at least once lets talk what's bothering you?
Ve: oh..so talk right? be honest and shit
Erik: yeah?! exactly
Ve: how was your "important" meeting with lyle today?
Erik: good?..why are you asking me that
Ve: no because that "important thing" really is pretty, i cant compete
Erik: i have no idea what you are talking about
Ve: i saw you today hugging that girl but hey Erik its not my business hope you guys have a very good life together fuckers

—play the song from 1:00——

I didnt want to watch him for any more second so i started walking when suddenly Erik took my arm.

Ve:leave me alone
Erik: wait ve
Ve: WHAT
Erik: you can go away but..that girl that you saw was marianne..
Ve: okay? i didnt ask for details?! now let me go
Erik: marianne cano..our cousin.
Ve: oh fuck..Erik iam-i am so sorry..

He pulled me closer and at that moment i definitely knew neither of us could resist each other.