My Bad Side//Nash Grier Fanfic

Chapter.

LISTEN TO THE SONG --Gary Juels, Mad World --

(Hi!! So I'm going to continue from last chapter.... Duh. Ily guys that support me so freakin much.)

"No Nash the last thing they said to me was---"

I moved my lips but nothing came out. Nothing.

Nash was looking into my eyes and I hoped to some god that he could sense my fear.

"Jamie....please" he began. I started shaking my head.

"They told me something that at this point I can't trust anyone with."

I could see the pain in his eyes. He just nodded. I realized everyone was looking at us and I got up from the ground.

I pulled my dress down and my eyes found the casket.

I heard arguing behind me. I spun around to see an Asian kiddo (<< bah haha it auto corrected to that and I actually like it!) flipping Nash off.

"We're going to be late to fucking magcon!" The kid yelled.

I stood there. Nash looked at carter with eyes that could kill.

"Go then. I'm staying here with Jamie" Nash sternly said.

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I stood there for a couple minutes.

What was I doing?

I was accepting some one?!

I was fucking letting someone into my "bubble"

I know it sounds cliche. But looking at my parents for an example. I let them get close to me, just like that they left.

All people ever do is hurt me. It's that easy to leave me. Anyone can get up and walk out of my life. And I'm like that paralyzed figure on the ground letting them go.

I don't fully understand Nash. And I never want to.

How can I handle someone else's problems if I can barley even handle my own?

"Go to magcon Nash." I said.

Nash looked at me with even more pain.

"No Jamie I'm her--"

"Go to magcon Nash!" I yelled.

His face was blank.

"I don't need you." I mumbled before walking to my car and driving off.

I don't know where I'm going.

But all I know is that the devil inside me is coming back, I becoming that one girl again.

I can't stop it though. It's who I am.

The girl who pushes people away.

I pulled up the sleeve on my shirt and started to trace the tattoo on my wrist that I got 7 months ago.

The skeleton with a knife through the heart.

It represented something strong to me: even if your nothing, people will still find something to hurt you with.

I guess that's why I push people away.

I'm the quiet devil.

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(OKAY SO I MAYBE AM SORTA GANNA CHANGE SOME THINGS ABOUT HER CHARACTER AND THE TITLE OF THE STORY, AND WHO JAMIE IS

DO YOU LIKE IT BETTER WITH HER BEING AN "ex" REBEL?

Do you like the title "My Bad Side Nash Grier Fanfic"

If you like Her being a normal girl

Or a girl with an ex rebel side who pushes people away

Tell me in the comments

I will keep the other chapters the same because she still has the side

Please let me know