LISTEN TO CHRISTINA PERRI-HUMAN DURING THIS CHAPTER.
I sit on my bed looking down at my fingers. I start tracing the bedsheets with my fingers as Elizabeth sits across from me with desperate eyes.
"Please say something Jamie." She softly says.
"What do you expect me to say?" I say through gritted teeth.
"Are you okay?"
I look up and meet her eyes. "No." I admit. And honestly I'm not. My parents funeral is in 2 hours and I leave for Magcon in 2 hours.
"Honey." She says quietly.
"Why are you making me decide? Why are you doing this to me?" I say crying.
"Honey. Nash wasn't going to ask you. He felt bad about Magcon being during th-"
"WAIT!" I yell cutting her off. "H-h-he knew?"
She looks at me confused.
"He knew when he asked me to go to Magcon with him that it was the same time as the funeral?!"
Her face goes pale and she nods.
"I'm going to the funeral." I say before storming out of my room.
I bump into Nash and he right away notices my tear streakin face.
"Are you okay Jamie?" He asks putting his hands on my shoulders.
I just shake them off.
"You moron! Did you really want to make me decide between your stupid traveling thing or" I pause for a second looking into his eyes "my own parents!"
He looks down at the ground. "I-I-I Jami-" He starts but gets cut off from someone behind him.
"Whos this?" I hear a low voice ask.
Nash just looks at me for a couple of seconds. I put my hands on my hips.
"Yea Nash, who am I? Just a person that you like to mess with there mind!" I yell making hand gestures.
Nash looks like hes about to cry.
"I have to go" I mumble before walking past him. A group of boys just look at me with a confused face.
I was just about to go down the stairs when I stop. My black dress thats down to the middle of my thigh feeling like its pulling up. I pull it down really quickly and spin around only to see the group of boys still looking at me.
"I'm going to the funeral Nash." I say looking at the ceiling. I cant cry. Not now. Not here.
I jog down the stairs and run out to my car. I pull right out and head to the cemetery.
//NASHS POV//
What did I do?!
Why did I tell her about Magcon?!
I wasnt thinking. I got caught up in spending time with her.
"So did you sleep with her? Shes hot. She looks easy." Taylor asks coming up to me biting his lip.
I get up without thinking and pin him to the wall.
"DONT EVER TALK ABOUT HER LIKE THAT!" I hiss.
Taylors eyes go wide.
"Shes different." I mumble.
Everyone looks at me.
"No. We never have."
I can tell they are giving me confused looks.
I know.
I'm the 'player' of the group.
"I have to go guys." I say quitley getting and walking to the door.
"WAIT!! WE HAVE MAGCON IN AN HOUR!!" Carter yells behind me.
"If I miss it I miss it." I shrug before leaving.
I get in my car and suddenly all the doors open.
"Were coming with." Matthew insists.
I shrug and start to drive. The drive is silent.
We pull into the cemetery and I right away see Jamie standing with a bunch of people who are all crying and her looking up at the sky while biting her lip.
If anything about Jamie I have noticed that whenever shes about to cry she bites her lip, if its something that means alot to her she bites her lip and looks at the ceiling or sky.
We all get it out and I walk right over to Jamie. Her eyes meet mine and she shakes her head.
"I told you I'm not going Nash."
Her beautiful eyes looking into mine.
"I'm not going either." I say back.
All the boys gasp behind me.
"Seriously Nash?!" Cameron yells.
Jamies mouth is open. "Why are you trying to make me look like the bad guy."
All they boys stare at Jamie. I know they are not looking at her because there mad. There looking at her because she honestly looks amazing in the dress.
I shake my head and look at her. "I'm not."
She stars laughing and glares at me. "Than go."
"What?" I ask.
She points to the car. "If you truly care about me than leave and go to Magcon."
My heart sinks. Is this what she really wants.
"No." I say.
Her face looks confused.
"If not going to Magcon means I dont care about you than you're crazy. I'll be here for you."
Her eyes make the way to the casket getting lowered into the ground. I notice her cringe and fall to the floor.
She stars bawling her eyes out.
"Sh Sh Jamie you're going to be okay."
"No Nash. It's the last thing they said to me though," her eyes find mine "They said -----------"
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