Make You Mine

Sixteen

Violet couldn't get out of bed the next day. She didn't want to. She knew the band would be asking questions about the baby and that Axl would tell them that Violet had miscarried and wasn't expecting any more. 

Violet cried overhearing Axl tell his bandmates that Violet miscarried. She was really happy they were supportive and Izzy and Steven even came into her room and hugged her and told her it would be okay. 

But on the inside, Violet wasn't okay. She was mad at herself for miscarrying. She could almost hear the words of Leo. 

Your fault! Your fault! All your fault! 

Axl walked into the room and scooped Violet into his arms. He kissed her face. "I miss Mini Axl," Violet said. Axl cracked a sad smile as Violet used the baby's nickname. "I know, I miss him or her too," Axl said as tears were brought to his eyes. "But we'll get through this and we're going to be fine. Trust me," Axl said holding Violet tighter to his body. 

"I love you, Axl," Violet said. Axl softly kissed her lips. "I love you too," he said. "I love you with all my heart and I'm never letting you go."

. . . . . . . . . . . . . . 

A few months later

"I'm going to lose this one too!" Violet cried. "No you're not," Axl murmured his arm wrapped around Violet's waist as they sat on the bathroom floor waiting for the pregnancy test to show up. Yay or Nay. 

"I don't wanna go through that again, Axl," Violet cried. "I know, baby, I know. But it'll be okay. It won't happen again," Axl said. He grabbed the pregnancy test and smiled when he looked at it. "Baby, we're having a baby!" Axl said joyfully. He hugged Violet tight to his body. Violet laughed and cried. 

Axl lifted her shirt and kissed her stomach. Violet laughed and ran her hand through Axl's red hair. "You're so perfect, Vi. So perfect," Axl said standing up. He kissed Violet's lips and she wrapped her arms around his neck and softly swayed. 

They were happy. Violet was excited that she would be a mother and Axl was excited that he would be a father. 

But for Violet, the question remained. 

Will I lose this one?